The letter
My beloved Beca,
Yes I said „beloved "because that's what I feel towards you! Love!
But a love beyond our deep friendship, beyond our connection we share. I know that your eyes are closed to this, but mine are wide awake!
And maybe they can open yours. Maybe this letter can make you realize what you truly mean to me, how far beyond this love is going, to the very core of my soul, which I'm now laying exposed and bare before you.
This is my all I have to give. My very being that is centered on you for a while now. And its only meaning in this life is to make you see how wonderful you are, how worth, how precious.
I know you search all this in random guys, like Jesse. I know you don't wanna see it in me. That's ok. I can retreat, as long as you're happy. That's all I want. See you smile. This content, carefree smile of yours that I cherish so deeply but that comes up so rare.
This letter could end it all, because it changes all and everything. I'm aware of that. But I couldn't live a day longer without telling you the truth.
The truth that I love you! More than anything, more than anyone!
And you deserve the truth. Because even if you never reciprocate the tiniest bit of what I feel, you at least know that there was someone who worshipped and loved you in all the ways and facets that you deserve and that you're searching for.
I'll always love you, nothing can change that! May you walk freely now, knowing that I do!
Chloe