Rose Tyler. That's the name of the girl. Of the stupid ape. The one that stole my hearts. The last and then first I saw. She came into my lift by means of an elevator lift. Time and Space and some third thing brought her to me. When I last saw her, she didn't recognize me. I showed her the end of her planet and the death of her father. I lost her. She fell through parellels and realities. Bringing back my people is only one reason I want to find Gallifrey. Travel between universes was a lot easier when the Time Lords were here. And I can go visit her. She won't recognize this face, but she'll figure it out. She was always more clever than I gave her credit for. She went crashing through dimensions to find me. And now I can do the same. I love her. I always had. I always try to get her out of my mind. I did that with another, once. It was myself. You ever feel like you're a completely different person than you were a long time ago? Well, you have no idea. I tried to forget an entire facet of myself. I abandoned him. Even though he had to make an impossible decision on the most important moment in history. I feel bad for myselves. I was so hard on myself for destroying Gallifrey, for destroying the Time Lords. In actuality, I had to forget what really happened. I have met many marvelous people since Rose, and many before her, but she was-
"Doctor," Clara called, "Are you done writing? It's Christmas outside!"
"Clara," the Doctor said sternly, "we never stick our heads out of the TARDIS. It could be really dangerous outside."
"Dangerous? On Christmas? You're mad," she decided.
"You have no idea." He closed the book he was writing, deciding to finish it later. He hesitated for a moment. Last time he put a book down to go outside... He shrugged; what's the worst that could happen?