A/N: Hey everyone! How are my wonderful readers? Well I hope you like this it's very short, yes, but I just felt like I had to write it. Please review-comment, of what you think.
Disclaimer: I Don't Own South Park!
Have you ever had to fake happiness, fake a smile, fake life? That's basically the definition of my life. All my life I've been living lies, as I go to school I fake my smiles, I hide my bruises and cuts. No one notices, my friends are too blind to see through, everyone else thinks I'm that holy jolly kid who's life is good, that kid who never has even been close to suffering, but that's what they don't know. They don't know that every night I cry myself to sleep, nor do they know I think of death 24/7. It's that bad, that something else has taken over my mind, the only way out, I think, is to die and stay there. At least like that my suffering would come to an end. No one knows what I pass through, all the pain I've had to live with. And I know no one cares, not the people around, not the kids at school, not my friends, and especially not my family. My parents are the cause of most of my pain, they beat me, abuse me, molest me, anything for their satisfaction. I've yelled for help, I have shouted it to the world but they don't care, they have all gone deaf.
I look at myself at the mirror and hate what I see, I see a boy who is not me at all. A mask over someone who's hiding of fear. A mask to hide the lonely, scared, and angry me. I'm angry, yes, because I'm faking who I am, replacing myself with this guy who lives life with no problems someone who doesn't give…what others think, someone who enjoys life, and wants to live day by day, but I guess that is who I'd wish I was. Nothing in this world seems real to me anymore. Everything's fake, school, friends, my family, that mask I have on, damn probably it'll even turn out that my blonde hair is fake…well it can't be that bad to the point that I don't even look like myself, my blonde hair turning into a different color just because I want to hide from everything and everyone. Well that's just me, someone who'll hide, for the rest of their life if they need to, I'll just continue life with this mask on and go to everyone, making nice comments and being the happy person everyone now knows…that I now know.
I don't even think I remember how I am. Soon I'll probably forget everything about me.
I'll just hope I won't have to change my name to hide. Nor forget it.
A/N: So what you think? Please tell me, and guess who this character is! (I already gave you a hint, he has blonde hair & is a guy, so can you guess who it is?) I hope you guys enjoyed this comment, and yea….Love u all! :D