''wake up time for high school'' My grandmas voice called to me through the door, high school. Most teenagers just hated it because they had to be stuck in classes, but I hated it so much more and for different reasons, forks high school, popularity and looks came first before anything else the scars on my elbows showed me that, the words the ''popular kids'' wrote with sharpened knives on my arms scared me to death and so did they. Most people were either nerds or poplars I supposed, all lost in a stereo type but I was just an outcast, I didn't fit in with the pale laughing teenagers of my age I never did, having good grades didn't get you anywhere either did being shy and unresponsive. I always had my nose stuck in a vampire or a fantasy book wishing I was gone from hell that they call high school, wishing something good or exciting would happen not just stuck in a class full of laughing idiots,jocks and stupid cheerleaders, I cried when I got home from school running into my small room trying to make myself sleep and escape.
I glanced at myself ready for school in the mirror sighing shaking my head, short dyed black hair with layers everywhere and a small side fringe, almost violet eyes piercing through mascara and creamy skin with freckles on my cheeks didn't help me get through the day, I stared happily though at my My Chemical Romance jumper that I pulled dover my singlet and denim shorts, it was a birthday present from my…best friend just a month before she was killed in a car crash I'd been in but survived, I shook the thoughts out of my head and grabbed my bag grandma was already back asleep on the couch an old show on the tv, I smiled and ducked out into the freezing wet so called normal weather for Forks I looked over at the forest opposite me this was my favourite part of any day, walking through the forest.
I lived on a hill not too far from Forks High School, opposite my house was a huge forest which was my only way to get to school without catching the bus with people that hated me for no reason, I trudged towards it, in a sense I felt at home when I entered it no one could disturb me like my only little world was with me I couldn't see anything except the forest floor and the trees and it was gratifying but it didn't take long until I could see the clearing and the big brick buildings and the car parks where people were piling in like ants into a nest, no one really stood out except for a couple of people,
The Cullen's of course I envied them, looking like something right out of vampire books and van helsing minus the fangs and the want to kill everyone, Isabella Swan the new girl and Charlie's daughter, she was pale and brown eyed and haired, pretty I supposed, nothing else but seemed much kinder than everyone else I assumed, the three jocks that haunted my nightmares, Kevin, Alex and Kane I have never physically hated anyone quite like them if I owned a gun I would've brought it to school and shot them, they'd never even expect it from the weird girl of the school, they were 1 year older than me but twice as annoying and could make me want to kill myself at some points, my thoughts are usually twisted as you might guess. I passed them begging god or some unexisting form (no offense to anyone, this is her mind) that they wouldn't speak to me or say anything to make me shatter, of course that was never their plan I heard a loud whistle ''hey look it's the little witch haha how are the scars' 'Kane's loud booming voice piped up laughing like a giggling monkey I grounded my teeth and shoved my headphones in my ears playing Teenagers –MCR, grinning at the lyrics, time to enter hell.
By the time of recess, I was being cornered by jocks and cheerleaders giggling at what they said, It was outside and I was kneeled into a protective ball as there stupid faces laughed above me ''wheres your best friend still sleeping in her coffin? Where are your parents, did you kill them too, just like nanny's going to be soon, dumb bitch''! they shouted, laughing at their own ''jokes'' tears pricked my eyes as I cried, they laughed and luckily walked away with the cheerleaders hanging off their arms.
I felt a pang of anger and frustration through me I shouldered my bag, emotions oozing off of me and running up the hill towards the forests deciding that if someone should find me hung in a tree I hoped they'd cry and feel guilty, I started planning everything, this happened to me ever single day, I got hurt or emotionally abused and had to go back to class and start all over well not today I was sick of it. I'd planned this almost every day since last year, I just never had the guts to do it, yet I kept rope in my bag just in case I ever wanted to I pulled it out tying a sharp noose, until a voice made me drop it. ''I wouldn't do that, if I were you'' smooth like silk and dark velvet reminding me of the guy off labyrinth with a tinge of sarcasm dripping off the words, I spun around on my heals, my already tear streaked face growing scared my eyes bulging out of my sockets at the figure in front of me. A boy,looking like one of the bad ones you always see in movies but 100 times more admiring, brown hair across a pale forehead and red ruby eyes that pierced through me , a type of cloak trailing from his body, a heavy sadistic smirk on his face, you could almost say he looked like a Cullen, but not even they matched his darkness or his beauty, I gulped all my earlier thoughts racing out of my head only one thing in my mind, him, his red eyes seemed to laugh at me but I wasn't scared only mesmerized, a strange oozing substance came from him from the floor swirling around me, I became hazy and so did my vision until it all went black, whats happening?
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