In This World of Mine
WhiteMidnightKitsune
**Adaptation of Alice in Wonderland © Lewis Carroll**
Chapter 1: Melancholy Alice
The rain pattered on the glass window, the coldness slowly seeping into the room, the feeling of loneliness made Alice succumb to it. She lay on her bed, staring up at the ceiling, there was nothing to look at, she just thought there was nothing to do. She had woken up on a Monday morning. Her empty blue eyes glanced at the alarm clock. 4:30. She shifted around in her bed, hoping to find a comfortable spot to sleep in. There was no success. She had so many things running through her mind. Feeling tormented by morbid memories. Yelling, slapping, and blood. Her fingers intertwined with her soft blonde hair. Her throat began to close up on her and she felt like throwing up. Swiftly, she covered her mouth and got up. Running towards the bathroom, she rummaged through the cabinet looking for her medication. Grasping an orange bottle, she popped the cap off and in it were blue and red capsules. She took the red capsule. Without drinking water, she popped the pill in her mouth and swallowed. Her hands gripped the sink as she felt it slowly go down her throat. She detested pills, but it was what the doctor supervised for her due to her depression. Living by herself wasn't all that bad. Being lonely was what Alice loved. She looked inside the mirror and stepped back. Her mind swirled and as she stared into the mirror she saw something different, something new. Inside the mirror, there were large flowers and a bright sky. She could hear the birds chirping, flowers singing, children laughter. Alice then heard a familiar voice, "Alice, darling! I'm here!", she gasped. "…M-mom…?" It was impossible for Alice to hear her mother, she was dead. The voice called her again, "Darling, what's the matter? Can't you hear me?" Alice clasped her ears shut with her pale hands. "Stop it." She demanded. The voice continued to call her and it began to irritate her. "Alice, my sweet little girl, mommy's here."
"Just stop it…" She croaked softly.
She felt the voice coming closer to her and it near her ear saying, "Mommy's so happy being here with you, Alice…Can't you be happy?" The image of her mother appeared in the mirror, beautifully colored with golden hair and crystal sapphire eyes. It was the last straw. At the top of her lungs, Alice screamed. "I SAID STOP IT!" She threw a fist at the mirror which shattered. Small trails of blood slide down into the cracks of the distorted mirror. She backed away from the mirror and sat on the floor, staring at her bleeding fist. These memories will never leave me…Her mind flashed on the day her life changed, every small detail of a "so perfected life" was changed by a single murder and suicide.
TBC...
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This is my first time being on and submitting something so sorry for the incorrect grammar and stuff D: I'll go back and edit the story _ and plus I had some problems with my documents were chapter 2 and 3 we're added on all of a sudden onto chapter 1 so i had to fix it :/. Oh and I am not emo D: I swear I'm not! I'm a happy person in real life!!!!! I'm not crazy D:!!!! Anyways I hope you enjoyed the story :)