Disclaimer: I don't own twilight but I did make up this plot and some characters, rate high and review please. D

Plot: After Edward left Bella, (New Moon) Bella became fascinated with music. Read on ;D

Bella's POV

I was in a black room and then there came light. I saw a figure, but not just any figure. It was Edward, Edward Cullen. He smiled my favorite grin and then behind him the words "It will be as if I never existed" were being written over and over again. I was speechless. Then he whispered, "I love you" I tried to answer back, but before I could he disappeared and I was panicking. I screamed

"NO!!!!!"

It was a dream, I thanked god that it was a dream. Obviously the nightmares never did stop ever since, Edward left. I panicked looking at the time. My alarm clock said 6:30, I should get up because I have a long drive ahead.

After Edward left, I bought my first apartment in Port-Angeles. Why? Well I couldn't't handle Forks anymore so I escaped to Port Angeles. However I would still attend Forks High School. Buying my new apartment meant getting a cell-phone, car and a laptop. Renee, Phil and Charlie needed as much contact with me as possible. As for the car,and laptop it was a gift from Phil. With his job Phil was able to buy me all of these gifts.

I got out of bed and turned on the hair straightener as I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. As the hair straighter heated I chose my outfit for the day, which was dark jeans with a dark purple shirt and flats. Ever since Edward left I've been a bit more fashionable since I was bored with my life. Jacob was sweet, but I loved him more like a brother.

However one thing that I did fall in love with was music. When Edward left and Charlie threatened to send me back to live with Renee, I started to write in a notebook. Notes became poems and poems became songs, pretty soon I was singing. Singing was my new passion and just recently I got a gig as a singer at a local night-club that just opened. Tonight I would sing, scary I know.

After I straightened my hair, I grabbed a granola bar and exited my apartment. I went to my car and got in. I didn't have the old truck anymore, instead I had a small blue Toyota. I liked it and it looked A LOT better than the truck. I sped down the high-way to the exit for Forks. I hoped tonight no one would find out that I was singing. I had enough attention in this town. Girls like Lauren hated me and girls like Jessica would annoy me. Girls like Angela however would support me. I always liked Angela because she liked me.

On my usual speed to Forks, Charlie called to see if I left. Poor man, it killed him when I was dumped and it killed him more that I moved out. Charlie has kept himself occupied though. He worked more hours since I left and went to fish. He also developed some cooking skills letting me move out. Finally I was free.

Edward's POV

I stared at the ceiling, the white concrete ceiling as I laid on the couch in my room. I was emptier, I looked emptier and I felt emptier. Nothing feels good as it used to when she was around. I missed her kisses, her hugs and watching her sleep. Yet like an idiot I left her. Leaving Bella was one mistake that I regret making. Leaving her caused me too much pain

I decided to cut school today. I couldn't't listen to my boring professors anymore and it was Friday so what difference does it make? School was even depressing now because Bella isn't there. In Forks she was fun to be with in class, and I loved watching her. Now that it's 5 months since I left, I feel sick.

I heard Alice giggling in the hallway with Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie. I heard her say "I can't wait". "What can't Alice wait for?" I thought to myself, she gets excited for everything.

"EDWARD!!!!" sang Alice as she came in with everyone

"Huh?" I answered back, what was she so cheery about now?

"Guess where WE are going TONIGHT, and by we that means me, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie and you" she replied smiling, she looked too happy

"Where?"

"Well this new night-club opened in Port Angles and it's DARK"

"You're point?" I asked sarcastically, I don't know why in the hell she thought that I was going to a night club.

"We are going, well duh!"

"No I am not, you guys are going"

"Edward stop mopping, it's your own fault that you dumped the girl" said Emmett who actually looked excited to go to this club.

"I'm not going" I repeated

"Carlisle and Esme think it's a good idea that we all go out as a group to 'bond'" said Alice cheery, she really wants me to go

"We bond enough" I argued back, no way I'm going

"Too bad, Edward all of US and including YOU are going" said Alice

"Fine I'll go, but I get to leave early" I said, who said that we can't compromise

"I doubt that'll be necessary because this will be fun" said Alice

"Ok we'll see" I murmured

After everyone left I lay back on my couch. I then I took out a picture of me and Bella on her birthday. Tears welled up in my eyes as I looked at the picture of the angel that I left behind. The angel that loved me despite the monster I was. The angel that I loved and who loved me.