Mixed Tape
A
beautiful boy, his face was covered with pain, crossed the room
watching the sun rising, but he was not really seeing it because this
was the 10th
day since Bella and any amount was long enough. Far away from him sat
a girl, eyes rimmed with red and tears spilling down her face. She
too watched the sun rising but the sun held a new meaning. It was
10th
day since Edward didn't love her and any amount was long enough.
And when the sky became a red she tore her eyes away from it and
sobbed.
This
is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout
what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day
just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given
up
The
boy, Edward, sat down at a piano. His fingers stroked the keys and
began playing a slow, sweet piece one that had so much meaning that
it almost killed him. If the girl, Bella, could have heard the song
she would have cried even harder. But she was not here and that made
him dry sob even harder.
Where
are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you
a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs
again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was
thinking of
He
got up from the bench and fell down, content with lying on the ground
because to be frank with himself it didn't matter where he was as
long as he wasn't with Bella. She got up from her bed and she
walked across the room riddled with debris because to be frank with
herself it didn't matter what her room looked like as long as
Edward wasn't here. She walked across the room and opened an album
staring at a page with a empty tab she stared at it for a long time
begging the page to show her something that was not there.
I
read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my
house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant
it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every
single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way
He
moved from the ground to a chair near his stereo and his vast CD
collection. He riffled through the CDs picking out various CDs he
slowly evaluated each choice for the perfect ones, ones that could
express him perfectly although he doubted such a CD could exist. He
picked out his rainy day CDs, well rainy day before Bella. It was
impossible to make any day with Bella a sad one. And as he thought
that she stared out the window looking at the rain, that had driven
away the morning sun, roll down the window pane. She sighed, all her
tears used up, and she remembered the rainy days with Edward.
Where
are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you
a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs
again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was
thinking of
He
turned on the music and drowned out all signs of life. He sat on the
floor and listened, waiting for anything to sound like what he was
feeling, the battle raging inside of him. He sat and waited because
he had an eternity, an eternity of loneliness. She also sat and
waited but she waited for the pain to go away but she knew that it
wouldn't just like he knew no one, no song could capture his
feelings.
And
I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you (you,
you)
They
both knew it could never come and would never come because by loving
each other so completely they gave away themselves something they
would never get back. So he sat down again at his piano and played
another song, a new one. He worked on it maliciously trying to
capture the perfect emotions and feeling that even escaped him.
Where
are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a
symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I'm cutting through you
track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But
it was you I was thinking of
The
song started dark and restraining like a barrier between the two. The
song swiftly became light as the two fell in love and over came the
barrier slowly it became sour and danger filled, but the light
harmony over came it and it became happy. Happier than ever like
nights filled with dancing, kisses stolen in secret, holding hands,
it couldn't get happier than that. The happiness ended abruptly and
strongly come over by a threatening tone. The understanding came
then, the knowledge that they couldn't be together. Then came the
sadness and sourness when they were torn apart the piece became two
parts each weaving two different stories and then they ended
together.
And
where are you now?
And where are you now?
The
girl then got up and began getting ready for a day filled with lies
and fakeness, and nothing but him. The boy then got up and began
getting ready for a day filled with tears the could not come, and
nothing but her. The boy slowly turned towards the stereo, still
playing. He glared at his prized possessions studying them for a
moment.
And
this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With
my own fingers
Below
the boy sat a pixie girl she heard the CDs, she heard the song, and
she the saw the sobbing girl. Then above her came a crash and a
screeching sound. She walked up the stairs her usually graceful self
gone. When she reached the boys door she looked at the rubble and
debris that now made up his CD collection and stereo. Then she
started crying because when she looked at the destroyed CDs she saw a
destroyed family, a destroyed happiness, a destroyed future. And she
knew the future better than anyone.
Disclaimer- As much as I want to I don't own Twilight:(
You already read the thing you might as well comment!
Keelz
