PROLOGUE

It's been three months. Three awful months I haven't seen her. It feels like an eternity and every morning is harder than the previous one. I just can't move on ; that kiss, those last words, they keep turning and turning in my head, and it feels like I'll never move on. Her lips felt so soft on mine... Tom and Shan say that we couldn't have make anything, they say that they had to go away. I know they're right, but I can't help thinking I'm a dumb. First, for letting her go away from me. And second, for being so fucking blind. Why didn't I get that earlier ? I can't live without her.

Maddy's left, I don't know where, I miss her like hell and it seems like I can't stand it anymore.