Always Be by Your Side
Choco : Just a one shot based on my on experiences. Well... Mine and my friend's experiences actually. Enjoy :)
"I'll always be by your side..."
You always said that to me, while you brushed my long silver hair. And I believe you.
I believe that you'll always be by my side...
Years had passed, but we're always together.
We're always in the same school and the same class. Even we are desk mates. I always amazed, how could we always like this?
"Because we're best friends!"
You always said that and smiled. I know we're best friends, but that's not the answer I'm seeking. Actually, that's not even the right question. The right question is...
How could I don't want to be separated from you..?
I know why...
It's because I love you.
Even if in the outside I didn't show my true feelings. But truly, I really love you. Deep down in my heart, I want you to be with me forever. I even like your red hair which I thought it was weird.
I don't want these precious moments of our time together to come to an end...
That's why, today I'm gonna tell you my feelings.
Please accept it, my feelings. Oh God, please help me do it somehow...
... It's over...
Our time together is over...
I saw it, you're with her. The purple haired girl. You didn't accept my feelings.
You are her boyfriend now. You won't be with me from now on. Your time which you used to be with me, now you'll use it to be with her.
Why did you choose her anyway? I know she's more cute than me. But...
Do you love me and care about me from the start? Or did you just pitying me because I don't have any friends other than you?
Why... This feelings...
Love, this feelings make me sick.
Just because I see you with her, make my heart hurts.
If I didn't love you from the start, maybe it won't be like this.
I want this feelings to disappear. Why? Because you didn't love me either. So why should I still love you?
...I know...
I will go away from your life.
This way, I won't feel hurt anymore.
Why? Because if I'm with you any longer, I'll just become a hindrance.
Seeing your smile while you're with her is enough to make me happy, so...
Don't worry, my feelings will always be by your side even if I'm not there.
I'll pray for your happiness from afar...
"I'll always be by your side..."
Years had passed...
You already made a happy family with her.
You still remember about me, I'm so happy...
Thanks for remembering me...
I'll always pray for your happiness, remember that?
That's why don't give up, okay?
Because I'll always be by your side, until we meet again in the afterlife...