A Final Letter Bye: Angel-Chan and Princesses 101 (my cousin.)
Disclaimer: We don't own Inuyasha
Chapter 1: Kagome's feelings.
Kagome was sobbing on her bed. Inuyasha had finally chosen Kikyo. He didn't admit it but you could tell it. It was in his eyes.
'Everything is just so wrong. I don't belong there anyway. But it feels as if I do.' Kagome could not explain her feelings. It was as if there was a war raging on beneath her scalp; in her brain. Confusion was an understatement. She picked up a pen and paper. She could write a letter. It would not stop the war in her head but create a 'seize fire' for her emotions. The letter said:
Dear Inuyasha,
It's a shame that when I am with you I don't really express myself. I should have
Talked to you before when I felt so fulfilled and filled with lust for life. (No not like that
Pervs.) I'm here writing this with what seems to be a part of me missing and lost. I tried
writing this before but I soon found myself scribbling mindlessly on a soggy mess of my
emotions, stained with my tears. All I could do was indulge myself in music I love as
some sort of way to send my feelings below.
Well Inuyasha what can I say that I haven't said before? Or what can I say that I
haven't said before that I had the right to say. I don't want m confusion to fuel yours in
any way so I'll try to make this as clear as possible. I honestly and humbly respect all your
decisions. I guess I'm just the type of person who's contentment and fulfillment in life
comes form knowing their making someone else content and fulfilled in their life. But
that is apparently not the case. I wish I could agree with you to make this seem more
mutual but I just cant. Knowing that I love you is a very comforting feeling. Wishing that
you felt the same way to me that you do to Kikyo is comforting as well. The last thing in the
world I would want you to think is that I have any resentment towards you. I feel the same
affection and attraction as always. Just now I really can't express it towards the person I
love, you. Before you read any further. It may sound as if I never want to speak with you
again, and it may even appear like that because of my fear to even look you in the eyes;
but of course I would never want that. You such a great person that brings me ease and
happiness. That I would at lease want to be the closest friends we could possibly be.
With that in mind, and in my mind the idea that this is the end, I just want to say
how great you are to me and how great this journey has been. I may sound as if I am
dieing or leaving for ever. I feel as if I am but I am not leaving. I would never be able to
live without you in my life. I know I am not the brightest, prettiest, or strongest, but you
made me feel as if I was. You always did believe in me and I in you. I am saddened that
you have chosen Kikyo but I wish deeply for you to be my best friend. You can never
leave my heart. And no one can replace you. As I conclude this letter I must say that I
love you with everything. I would die for you. And I love you for who you are not what
you are. I love you human and demon side. And I must conclude this now before I drown
in my own tears. I love you Inu-Kun. No love is an understatement.
-Kagome.
Kagome placed the letter in her pocket. She knew just where she would put it. When Inuyasha went to sleep he would put his sword beside him. That is where she would put it. The letter was covered in smudges and tears but Kagome couldn't bear to rewrite it. She just hoped Inuyasha would accept it. As she got to the well. She prayed that he would still be her friend.
A/N
I know it is really sad but don't worry it is an Inu/Kag fic. There will be one more chapter. Also I dedicate this to my cousin. This is a real break up letter. I won't go into detail but I just thought it was nice.
R&R
Disclaimer: We don't own Inuyasha
Chapter 1: Kagome's feelings.
Kagome was sobbing on her bed. Inuyasha had finally chosen Kikyo. He didn't admit it but you could tell it. It was in his eyes.
'Everything is just so wrong. I don't belong there anyway. But it feels as if I do.' Kagome could not explain her feelings. It was as if there was a war raging on beneath her scalp; in her brain. Confusion was an understatement. She picked up a pen and paper. She could write a letter. It would not stop the war in her head but create a 'seize fire' for her emotions. The letter said:
Dear Inuyasha,
It's a shame that when I am with you I don't really express myself. I should have
Talked to you before when I felt so fulfilled and filled with lust for life. (No not like that
Pervs.) I'm here writing this with what seems to be a part of me missing and lost. I tried
writing this before but I soon found myself scribbling mindlessly on a soggy mess of my
emotions, stained with my tears. All I could do was indulge myself in music I love as
some sort of way to send my feelings below.
Well Inuyasha what can I say that I haven't said before? Or what can I say that I
haven't said before that I had the right to say. I don't want m confusion to fuel yours in
any way so I'll try to make this as clear as possible. I honestly and humbly respect all your
decisions. I guess I'm just the type of person who's contentment and fulfillment in life
comes form knowing their making someone else content and fulfilled in their life. But
that is apparently not the case. I wish I could agree with you to make this seem more
mutual but I just cant. Knowing that I love you is a very comforting feeling. Wishing that
you felt the same way to me that you do to Kikyo is comforting as well. The last thing in the
world I would want you to think is that I have any resentment towards you. I feel the same
affection and attraction as always. Just now I really can't express it towards the person I
love, you. Before you read any further. It may sound as if I never want to speak with you
again, and it may even appear like that because of my fear to even look you in the eyes;
but of course I would never want that. You such a great person that brings me ease and
happiness. That I would at lease want to be the closest friends we could possibly be.
With that in mind, and in my mind the idea that this is the end, I just want to say
how great you are to me and how great this journey has been. I may sound as if I am
dieing or leaving for ever. I feel as if I am but I am not leaving. I would never be able to
live without you in my life. I know I am not the brightest, prettiest, or strongest, but you
made me feel as if I was. You always did believe in me and I in you. I am saddened that
you have chosen Kikyo but I wish deeply for you to be my best friend. You can never
leave my heart. And no one can replace you. As I conclude this letter I must say that I
love you with everything. I would die for you. And I love you for who you are not what
you are. I love you human and demon side. And I must conclude this now before I drown
in my own tears. I love you Inu-Kun. No love is an understatement.
-Kagome.
Kagome placed the letter in her pocket. She knew just where she would put it. When Inuyasha went to sleep he would put his sword beside him. That is where she would put it. The letter was covered in smudges and tears but Kagome couldn't bear to rewrite it. She just hoped Inuyasha would accept it. As she got to the well. She prayed that he would still be her friend.
A/N
I know it is really sad but don't worry it is an Inu/Kag fic. There will be one more chapter. Also I dedicate this to my cousin. This is a real break up letter. I won't go into detail but I just thought it was nice.
R&R