Anna had to come looking for me, she couldn't leave well enough alone. On top of it all, I threw her out after she tried to reconcile with me; my own sister. Did that make me a monster?
"No," I said aloud, "she was asking for it. I tried to reason with her but she wouldn't take the hint. It was the only way."
Pacing didn't help, but it was the only thing keeping me from unleashing my anger. The more I traversed the castle, the darker it became. Translucent pillars turned opaque, and the decor grew ever more menacing. Every outburst caused little ice stalagmites to shoot from my hands, littering the floor. Tucking them away seemed like the safest approach, but there was too much emotion bottled up in me for it to last forever.
Why did she come looking for me? I made it more than clear at the party that I could care less if she was gone. She was the one who started all this, who sent me up here to hide from Arendelle. I was happy, I was alone, I was free; but she broke that streak by attempting to take me back to the kingdom. She had her prince, she had Arendelle, why did she need me? I balled my fists and stormed into the next room. By the time I had crossed the archway, it was snowing.
"She doesn't understand! If she had just listened to me in the first place, this wouldn't have happened!"
My anger had grown to the point where spikes of ice formed in my wake. I swung around to meet them, only to find that I had created an enclosure, and I was the prisoner.
"No! This isn't supposed to happen! This isn't what I wanted!" An icy blast sent the spikes across the room, freeing myself from the containment. But if this wasn't what I wanted, what was? I knelt down on the floor, the snow dusting my hair and shoulders.
"Anna you fool, why couldn't you leave me be? All I wanted was for you to be safe!" And as the snow settled around me, the warmth of my body tracing a bare patch on the castle floor, I realized that maybe I wanted to be with her more than she wanted to be with me.
"Please be safe, Anna."