Gone as Patience
i hate the way they showcase you
the way you
accept your ego
like its a world of its own
in your head it all
makes sense
well in my mind we made sense too
but you left
that discarded
my feelings my thoughts
you deserted my
emotions
i needed you
but you were gone
off with her
in
the back of your mind
we never had a chance
because you
never gave me one
i always thought it was me who wasn't
trying
but no, it was you who never gave me confidence
i
thought i tripped
but you dropped me.
left me.
alone, sad,
crying,
your not the guy i need
the words are right
but
you heart is wrong
my soul searched for you
but the gate was
barred
i followed the path
but you gave the wrong
directions
you knew i was searching
but you never fixed my
compass
i wanted to trust you
yet you never let me
i
cried over you
i CRIED
but you ignored me
cast me
aside
shed my love
i can only try so many times
try to
love you
hold on to what we could have had
grasp it as it was
falling
i don't deserve you
at least not now
i've
realized how
you treat them all
the reasons why
i'm
now unblinded
the love i had for you
is now forgotten
there
was so much you could have done
but you walked by
right on by
i
stood and watched
do you remember
no of course you dont
you
were too busy focusing on yourself
on her
did you ever love
her
you said you did
but then again
you said you weren't
oblivious
too
we
two letters that you could have
written
could have said
to me
that's all i asked of you
i
gave you all that i could
and only asked for you to say one
thing
us
someday you may look back
and think of me
but
i wont look back
and think of you
--me