FLASHBACK
RPOV
I lay my head on Ty's warm shoulder. Half my mind was focused on the movie in front of me, but the other half was trying to control the butterflies in my stomach. Ty Blue was my best friend and my crush. I trusted him more than anyone and I knew he would never hurt me, no matter what. I glanced at the clock and sighed. "I gotta go. Thanks for the movie," I said while trying to get up.
Ty placed a hand on my shoulder and pulled me closer to him. He looked into my eyes and said, "Do you have to go?"
"No… it's just that-," I made out before being cut off by a pair of lips. I gasped, but quickly melted into the kiss. He pulled away and started rambling. "I'm sorry, that was so sudden and you probably-," he said before getting cut off when I pressed my lips to his.
"You have no idea how long I wanted that to happen," I whispered. I saw a faint smile on his lips and was met by another kiss, but more passionate than the others. His hand was placed on the side of my neck and he slowly pushed me down. I ran my hand through his hair and there was no gap between us.
I was so lost in our passionate lip lock, that I barely noticed that I was lifted off of the ground. His hand rubbed gently against my thigh and my moan vibrated in our bodies. He started to kiss my neck and go into my bedroom. My parents were gone for the week. I started to unbutton his shirt and grind against him. He lay me down on my bed and hovered over my body.
I started to remove his shirt when he pulled away and asked, "Are you ready for this?" I completely removed the shirt and started to kiss his neck. "I couldn't imagine me doing this with someone else."
END OF FLASHBACK
I felt under my eyes and wiped the hot tears away. 5 years ago I left Chicago. It was a month after Ty, my best friend, and I had sex together. "Mommy, are you okay?" a soft voice asked me. I looked down at the 4 year old gazing at me. I lifted him off of the ground and pulled him into my lap. "Mommy is fine, Tyler. She is just thinking about Daddy."
"Why is there no Daddy?"
"I-I don't know. Sometimes Mommy's and Daddy's shouldn't be together. But you're the only boy in my life and that is plenty enough." I glanced at the clock. "Tyler, you should be asleep. We have a big day tomorrow." I placed a kiss on his cheek and ruffled his dark curly hair.
"I love you, Mommy," he whispered.
"I love you more," I whispered. I watched as he jumped out of my lap and walked into his room. I sighed. He was the spitting image of Ty.