I'd never believed in God, but the moment I saw her for the first time, I knew God was real. There was no other explanation to such a perfect creature, a perfect human. Even in her darkness and shadows, she was perfection at its best.

She drove me oh so crazy! There's absolutely no way to describe what she did so me. Her scent, her voice, every inch of her body was a beauty out if this world. Her pale skin, oh so soft and delicate. Just the thought of her was enough send me into nirvana, enough to make my blood rush to my manhood.

I regret not appreciating her. Oh so many nights wasted fighting and screaming. So many times I could have held her in my arms, but didn't. All the kisses we could have shared. Everything just gone in a matter of seconds. Ten seconds.

Jade. Jade. Jade!

I need you. I miss you. I want you. I love you.

Tears steam down my face as I lay in my bed. When had it gotten so big? The moment I let Jade slip out of my hands. The moment I let Jade walk away. Jade…

I wake up the next morning. Instantly, I shake Jade awake. Oh wait. Jade is no longer here. I open my phone and read one of the most heartbreaking line in my existence.

'Jade West went from "in a relationship with Beck Oliver" to "single".'

Hatred entered me. I went to my profile. "Single. Whatever." I wasn't going to let anyone know how much I was hurting. I wasn't going to let anyone see how much Jade West truly meant to me.

The days went by in school. I'd see Jade sitting alone. Everywhere, she'd always be alone. There were times when she'd be by her locker and I'd forget we weren't together anymore. I'd start walking towards her only to get a cold glare. Then I'd remember; she was no longer mine.

I'd try to say hello every now and then, but she'd always respond with hatred in her voice. I could always see right through her though. She was trying to disguise her pain, her hurt.

I yearned to be with her, but I was far too exhausted of fighting, of screaming, of playing stupid games that got us nowhere.

I'm sorry Jade. I'm so sorry. I gave up on you. Please forgive me…

But she never will. She's Jade. She doesn't forgive.

It was the first Saturday after we broke up. I was on the slap messaging Alica, and before I could stop myself, I was going through Jade's profile.

All I managed to read was "…a date. Beck…jealous."

So my beauty has moved on… she's forgotten about me. And yet, she was expecting me not to be jealous?

I don't remember how it happened. I don't remember when it happened. But I found myself getting out of my car and outside of Jade's house. The lights were still on so she'd to be home. It was no surprise that the door was unlocked. Jade and her family had always been careless like that.

I make my way through the familiar house and up the stairs to Jade's room. The lamps were turned on and Jade's beautiful goddess voice came from her bathroom. No doubt getting ready for her date.

Her date. Another man touching Jade's body. Another man being with my love. My blood boiled. Jade was mine! No one was going to take her away from me.

She walks out of the bathroom. The sight leaves me speechless. She was breathtaking in her black dress. Beauty and perfection.

"What on earth are you doing here Beck?" she shrieks in surprise taking a step backwards.

What was I doing here? I hadn't even realized I was here until I pulled up into the drive way.

"I uhh… I-" I couldn't give her a reason.

She threw me a purple pillow laced in black. Then another one and another one.

"Get out of my room! Get out of my house!"

She had no more pillows to throw, so I made my way towards her.

"Jade…" she steps back and I step forward.

I had her backed up against the wall. She raised her hand to slap me, but I took her wrist and then the other. I pinned them over her head.

"Let go of me Oliver." she said calmly, coldly, threatening me.

"You belong to me Jade."

"No. You let me walk away. You didn't want me anymore."

Not want her anymore? There was nothing in this world that I wanted more than Jade. My Jade.

I traced her face with my free hand. Her breaths got deeper.

"I never should have let you go Jade." I traced her abdomen with my finger.

"But you did."

"I never should have given up on you. On us." I slipped my hand in between her thighs.

"But you did…uhh" her cheeks grew a deep shade of red, her lips slightly parted, her eyes lazily opened.

"It was my mistake love." I stroked her womanhood through her underwear. She was so moist, the very word she hated. I missed doing this to her. I missed all of her.

I grinded her repeatedly. I enjoyed feeling her arouse. Only for me.

"You're keeping me from my date." she moaned.

I stopped. I kept a firm grip on her wrists as I pushed myself away. She whimpered at the loss of contact.

Without warning, I took my free hand and entered her wet cavern. Oh so wonderful to have her juices fill my hand once again. Her body arched under me as she moaned in pleasure. Pleasure that I was giving her.

Faster and faster I went into her. Her beautiful voice filling my ears as she panted and moaned.

"Do you really want to go to your date?" I whispered into her ear.

She slowly shook her head yes as she continued to enjoy my touch.

'Such a suborn girl.'

I could feel her walls close around my fingers. Her whimpers and moans grew. Loud. High. Mine. Just mine.

"BECK!" her beautiful voice filled every corner of my being as she came onto my hand. So beautiful.

I pulled my hand out of her and slowly licked my fingers clean. I made sure she looked. I made sure she knew that I was eating her essence.

Then I let her go. She stared at me with her big blue eyes. For a moment I thought she was going to kiss me. For a moment I thought she was going to hug me and accept my apology and return to me.

But she's Jade West.

She pushed past me and walked to her bed. She put on her tights. She put on her heels. She made sure her hair and makeup where perfect. Then, she walked to the door.

"You know the way out. Don't you, Beck?" and she walked out with that smirk of hers. That smirk of triumph.