∼Prologue∼
It was Love. Pure and simple. That was exactly what it was, and there was absolutely no denying it anymore. Not to herself. Not to her friends. And most certainly not to him.
But this Love isn't simple. No love is simple, but this one? God no. It was the total opposite of simple. Sure any Love is amazing at first, when one of you makes the first move, when you are getting to know them. But there's another thing that no one tells you. It bloody well hurts. A lot, more than anyone can possibly tell you. Its a pain you can't describe, not to yourself or to anyone else for that matter. You can just feel it. And trust me, you know when you do. I suppose that's why it's called falling…Because it hurts just as much as falling does. Anyway, at first, your heart pounds, your blood rushes to your head, you get these violent razor-winged butterflies in your stomach, you laugh uncontrollably when they are around, you blush, you smile, you stare into space so often you start to get really strange looks from people you accidentally end up staring at. It suddenly gets hard to breath, and you get Goosebumps all the time. And that's just when you get to thinking about the person. When you see them? Well thats a whole different story.
And you know what shares all those symptoms? The stomach flu. Although love is probably worse than that because once you have fallen in love, there is no cure. Not like the flu. A few weeks, some early nights, lots of tissues and painkillers, you are as good as you were before. But no. Love is much much worse. There is nothing you can do about it. Once you've fallen, thats it. No going back. And whats worse? You can't choose who you fall for. It could be someone you have never spoken too, a person that doesn't even know your name, and trust me again, that one hurts too, because you know there is no chance they will feel the same way. You just have to live for the days that you have class together, or the days you pass him in the hallway. They're the days that make the pain worth it. It could be someone that's married or has a girlfriend or whatever, and that one again is bad, because again, you have no chance. They're happy, and then you have to tell yourself that as long as they are happy, you are happy. But everyone knows thats not true. You love him, and you want him, but you just have to accept he doesn't want you. It could be your best friend, your perfect best friend that doesn't love you back, and you could never tell him anyway, because, well, things would just be awkward then. And you value your friendship too much to even contemplate telling him.
But you want to know the worst type of person that you can fall in love with? Someone that will hurt you. Yeah, that is by far the worst. Especially if they don't know that you love them. Then, it doesn't effect them in any way, shape or form. But for you, it seems like the end of the world. They have ripped every ounce of trust you had for them, they have practically ruin your life, and yet the worst thing? You still love them. They have ruined everything you ever had the chance of being. They have changed your life in such a way it can't be changed back, and yet you still love them. And there is nothing you or anyone else, can do about it.
Whatever anyone does to you, you cant stop loving them. You either still do, or you never did. There is no in between. When your in love, they mean everything to you. You would do anything for them. You feel happy when you are with them, even for just a few minutes. You are at peace with the world. You finally feel complete.
And that was exactly how Lily Luna Potter felt. After years of hating him, of years of tormenting each other, she fell in love with her own worst enemy. Hogwarts very own Scorpios Malfoy. And, like spoken before, she can't do anything about it. She has finally found love. And as far as she is concerned, it is with the totally wrong boy.
So, this has been posted before, but i have deleted it and i'm going for it again. This was mainly cause i just wasn't entirely happy with how things were going, so hopefully, this will be better! :) Thank you for reading, and please favourite, like, review anything! Thank you!