Okay so this is my first fan fiction EVER so please don't judge I'm going to try my best to try to figure this out. -_- Enjoy! (Sadly, I don't own Adam or Tommy or anyone else in this story, accept the ones I make up )
Chapter 1: Feelings I can't understand
Tommy's Pov
The tour was almost over and I swear I was going to miss everyone so fucking much, I mean sure I'll be glad to be going home so I can finally have some me time, but I've spent six months on a tour bus with these people I'm gonna miss them. Even though they get on my nerves a lot they're still my glamily, and I love them, but I'm going to miss him much more than anyone else. For the entire tour I've been trying to figure out my feelings towards him, towards Adam. I know he's my friend and we do everything together, we're like practically best friends, but there's always been something more, for a while I've been thinking about us. I now know for a fact my feelings are more than just friendship, and I know what you're thinking, Tommy I thought you were straight! Yeah, so did I, apparently not anymore. Lately I've even been thinking I might love him, I mean every time he kisses me I never want to let go, I love it when he cuddles with me and hugs me, and smiles at me and, oh god I sound like a love sick teenage girl, great. I sighed softly and held my face in my hands, oh my god I just need to fucking figure all of these feelings out. I have to tell him, I have to tell him how I feel, I just have to put it all out there, and maybe he'll feel the same way and we'll live happily ever after right? Ugh who am I kidding, nothing like that will ever happen, he's Adam Fucking Lambert, he can have any man or woman he fucking wants, and I'm just Tommy, he doesn't want me, he sees me as his friend and that's all, nothing more. I sigh to myself once again and turn off my iPod and walk over to my bunk on the bus, I climb into the bunk and pull the blanket over me, maybe tomorrow I'll be able to think more clearer.