Ok, I decided to make this fic because I thought of it, and I thought it may have a chance in the real world of fanficcing! Teehee, I hope it does!!! Please, tell me what you think
The day's last
one-way ticket train pulls in
We smile for the casual
closure capturing
There goes the downpour
Here goes my fare thee
well
The winter wind blew, even inside of the train station. It sent shudders up a young couples spine as they stood in the middle crowded train station. She looked pleadingly into his eyes, never taking her eyes off of him. He, on the other hand had a place and a certain "friend" that he would rather be with, but he promised her that he would take her to the station, for goodbye's sake. He looked around, his patience being tested as these inconsiderate people continually shoved, poked and prodded them in the bustling crowd. Pushing his damp curley hair out of his face, he wanted to scream at the top of his lungs.
There's really no
way to reach me
There's really no way to
reach me
There's really no way to
reach me
'Cause I'm already
gone
She, on the other hand, couldn't register anyone else in the room. She knew this day would come, she wasn't sure when, but she knew it would. He slowly turned his attention back to her, noticing the tears welling in her eyes. He smiled lightly, placing his hand on her cold, soft cheek, wiping a stray tear from her cheek. She smiled back, trying to give some closure on their relationship. She was just getting lost again into his dreamy smile, when an annoncement came on, breaking their stare as he looked up to a speaker, trying to understand what he was saying. It was a final call for boarding from staction 3.
Only so many
words that we can say
Spoken upon long-distance
melody
This is my hello
This is my goodness
"Thats you," he spoke softly into her ear. She closed her eyes, his hand still rested on her cheek. She leaded into it, wishing that somehow, someway, it was just a dream. A beautiful dream that had gone horribly wrong - a nightmare in a sense. She grabbed onto his wrists, almost refusing to let him go, "Meredith," he said, putting his other hand on her other cheek, cupping her face. Meredith knew that he didn't want to be here, but she needed him there. It was time for her to let him go. She loved him, thats what people do when their in love, right? Let them go? If thats what they want at least. . .
There's really no
way to reach me
There's really no way to
reach me
There's really no way to
reach me
'Cause I'm already
gone
She looked back up at him. "It will be ok," he reassured her. But he lied - she couldn't be ok without him. If only she could have just one more day with the love of her life, then, just then, maybe she could set thing right. Meredith would forgive him for cheating on her, and continually at that. She just needed him now, but no, he didn't want her. He wanted his mistress. She looked at him, pleading with her eyes once again. He gave her a kiss for goodbye's sake; she hoped that it coul've been longer than the small peck he gave on her lips. She stepped closer, giving him the last hug that she would probably ever give him.
Maybe in five or
ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole
thing out
Maybe then honesty need
not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game
face
They let go abruptly, as
the loud speaker came on once again, urging all passengers to board
the train. "You had better go."
She nodded in agreement,
leaning over to pick up her two bags, one on either side. He smiled
at her on last time, and she back to him.
"Goodbye Meredith."
His face dropped somewhat quickly. He didn't hate her, he still
wanted her to stay there, but all he wanted was friendship.
"Don't say goodbye,"
She continued to smile at him, "Goodbye means that we will never
see each other again." She said, quoting him. He always would
say that to her, whether she was going on a buisness trip, or just to
the store. She would say 'Goodbye Derek' as she left, and he would
respond with his favorite quote. He smiled at Meredith again,
rubbing her shoulder softly, "See ya later, Mer."
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
Is there really no way to reach me?
Am I already...
Meredith turned, starting to walk toward her train. This truley was the hardest thing that she had ever had to do. She had been through so many things together, metting her mom, going through college. . .a miscarriage. Her eyes swelled with even more tears, but she refused to cry. She remembered all of their good times together, christmas's, easters, birthdays, and their drunken new years nights. But she remembered mosst was fresh in her mind, their last meeting that happened only seconds before, although it felt like months ago. His mind wasn't even with her. She knew who he had been thinking of, and how he probably couldn't wait to get home and make love to her. She turned around to see him one last time. He wasn't in sight. She couldn't help it anymore, she let her tears roll down her cold cheeks, his hands no longer there to warm them..
So this is your
maverick
This is Vienna
"Goodbye Derek."
