A/N: I felt a follow up to my "When It's Time" American Idiot AU was necessary.
Once again, this is mainly Blaine's thoughts.
And, like WIT, it probably won't make much sense unless you know the plot(s) of AI. I should point out that unlike that, this doesn't involve drug use. I also slightly altered the song title/lyrics, because, well, Kurt isn't a girl.
song used- Whatshername- Green Day (American Idiot musical version)
Blaine had fucked up big time, to put it simply. He had lost his dream guy (and the best sex of his life) over something that was in retrospect, stupid. He left him a close to a year ago, and Blaine thought he had been a mess of emotions ever since, but really he was just remembering the time he had spent with him, but not remembering him. So he did what he does best in shitty situations – sat down at his piano and played for no one in particular.
Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point
To burn all of the photographs
He went away
and then I took a different path
I remember the face
But I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how Whatshisname has been
Seems that he disappeared without a trace
Did he ever marry old what's his face
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
He went away
and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatshisname has been...
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless, in my mind
He's in my head, I must confess
The regrets are useless, in my mind,
She's in my head from so long ago
Go! Go! Go!
And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time
Yes, Blaine regretted fucking up majorly and devoting more of his time to work than he should have, but at least he had the memories of moments the two shared.