A/N : Hey guys ! It is me again..

I know I have been away for so long .

I actually feel that what I am doing is a crazy thing .

I am not a great writer in English..

I know that better than anything,and I still have a lot of stories that I started writing and I still need to finish

I know all of that and I don't know what should I promise or how should I apologize for it .

This Idea just came to my mind and I love to give it a chance , even it can be worse than things I wrote before .

It have been a while since I wrote in English ,so actually I don't know how this is going to be ?!

This is my first story for peaky blinders .

I only watched the first 4 episodes of season one and I decided to write this .

It will be focused on Thomas for the most of the parts , Sure I will try to give the other characters chance as will .

It will be Thomas X OC ,and you can take this story kind of spoilers.

However this is going to be , I will always love to have a feedback from you.

Thanks for giving this note from your time .

Thanks for passing and reading as well

That might be long ! Sorry !

Part 1 : The new slave

It is 1919 ,

There are no slaves..

But there are people still treated like ones

And he..

Or actually she ! Is still treated like one

It was an old thing , since she was seven years old . Her mom got sick and before she died..

She just did It .

She cut her daughter's hair , helped her to wear a suit and hat and she gave her her new name " Sean "

It was an Irish name , mostly use for boys but sometimes it is used for girls as well .

The thing is she didn't want Sean to be a girl anymore..

Why ? That was a question that had a lot of answers .

She sent Sean to work as a servant , Sean was treated more like a slave , but a slave boy is so different from a slave girl .

" Mom ? Why should I be wearing like this ? " the young girl asked

The mother coughed badly then she answered

" Look my beautiful girl , I am so sorry . I need to send you to Mr . Jack's house ..

There you will work and get us money that I can be treated with , won't you do this for your mommy ? "

the mother said emotionally , trying to help his daughter to understand the situation

" Mr. Jack doesn't love young girls , so you need to keep this clothes and the hair cut . Understand ?

No matter how long are you going to live , no matter how many masters are you going to serve..

you just keep the way you look " the mom said giving her a diary in her hands and then she sent her to the rich master

That was the last memory of her mom , she can't remember more as after couple of weeks of serving Mr. Jack her mom passed away.

Now it was the time again to be a gift for a new master ,and she didn't know how much this was going to change her life .

Sean P.O.V :

It is a new town , new life and sure a new master . In the last couple of years I just got used to it .

Maybe they are no longer slaves , but I am still treated like a one . That is the reason my mom made me a boy when I was seven

I guess everyone would understand it , who would love to have his daughter serving the men pleasure just for having bread ?

My new master's name is Thomas Shelby . I heard a lot about him , and unfortunately it is all bad .

Am I scared ? Well the answer is yes !

I just used to live in the countryside and now I am in a place like Birmingham .

I was just a gift to settle things down between my master and my new master Thomas .

This is making me sick ! I am 18 now , I have tried million times to run away..

Every time I do they got me back , and this old ba** touter me with ways no body can imagine

I was lucky no one during that found out I was a girl .

I gave up running away now , it will be easier for them to found out about me if I did .

Plus , Freedom was just a silly wish . I only ran away because I wanted to visit my mom's grave

They say this place we are entering now is called the Garrison, it takes courage to be in here that was what I heard.

Asking for the boss , Thomas Shelby . I thought he would be just a old , cruel and ugly man..

And for the bl*** surprise he wasn't..

Writer's P.O.V

The servant with Sean asked about Tommy and he just walked out to meet them .

" " the servant greeted and Sean did as well

" This is the servant my master talked you about , this is Sean ." The servant introduced

" Ah..I see . How old are you , kid ? " Tommy asked

" eighteen, sir " Sean answered looking at the floor . She was kind of surprised and shy

" You don't look so , but even with that welcome you old man " Tommy said lighting a cigarette

Tommy signed to the other servant to go " Can you use a gun ? " he asked

" No , Sir ! " She kept her head down

" You know your old master said you are so special, and you will be my personal servant and you will follow me everywhere.." Tommy sat down and took a deep breath from the cigarette

" Yes , Sir " short answers , she kept it that way

" Then , How cannot you use a f*** gun ? " Tommy wasn't angry , he was just curious about Sean

Sean kept the silence

" Small body as well , I guess you won't be a great runner. How the hell are you going to be useful to me ? " Tommy asked again , getting a shot of whiskey this time

" Sir , I might not be a great runner or fighter or shorter , but I will take care of you " Sean said taking a seat on her kneels in front of him

" Get the f*** up " Tommy ordered , feeling angry not knowing why

" Sir , I know you are not a child , but even adult men needs to be taken care of .

I can't serve what women serve , but I will give you my loyalty. I can't shot a bullet for you at fire a gun , but I can take it for you .

I will be there in your sleepless nights when you need a company .

I will be there to listen to things you don't want to tell to other people , after you finish it will be like I heard nothing.

I will be your eyes and your ears everywhere, and when I am with you I am just silent and deaf . " Sean said from her heart

From the moment she laid her eyes on Tommy she was able to tell , he is even more broken than her

That he wasn't able to escape what he is afraid of , like she did when she disguised herself as a boy

She was able to protect herself from being a w** , but for Tommy he became the war and this bad life w***

That is the reason she wanted to give him all what is left from her emotions, she knows that he won't get out from this life , he want thank her and he won't love her back even if she told him the truth and gave him her heart

She was just a servant, she wasn't beautiful as this barmaid.

She had this short black her , her eyes were dark brown , her face took round shape , full lips ( a/n : don't know if this the right way to describe it )

And her eyes were wide as well

She were beautiful even she didn't believe it , but he was able to see it

Tommy grabbed Sean by the arm " I said f** get up "

" You seem to be a servant from the old days , people like you..can't be found that easy . Now I can understand why he sent you "

Tommy said walking outside the Garrison and when they got out he let go of Sean's arm

They finally reached home , Tommy introduced grace to everyone then he said

" Do whatever you want to do , when I am going out I will call for you so just be ready "

She just nodded and Finn took her around the house

She had always a small bag with her , not so small but not so big as well

She put in it one pair of clothes for Tommy , small bottle of whiskey and whatever food can last for a long time when they are out that was plus whatever medical tools she had with her in case she needed to save his life

She thought that all what a gangster would need , but actually she didn't know all what he needs is just her