Preface
i looked at him with the most serious expression i could withourt bursting into tears.
i had loved him ,would have done anything for him and this is what he does to me. i felt unshed tears burn my eyes .he reached out to me i jerked away not believing he would try to touch after what he had donei felt the words i wanted to say suddenly burst through my chest. i glared up at her ,from the pool of blood from where i lay."Were through ,Edward" i finally said the words ive longed to say for so long. i bet if he could he would have cried he would
. "Bella please, dont you see your dont know what your doing!''his voice was panicked , like he couldnt breathe . hes finally got a tatse of his own medicine and i hope it hurts, i thought bitterly."remember you said if i didnt want you any more you would leave. so now i am telling you: i dont want you ."
Bloodstains
look at isabellaswan,'' someone whispered . i pretened not to notice . i rarely did any lunch i just sat by myself , trying not to attarct attention to myself . but every time i sat somewhere by myself, tons of people would surround me , usually they would make fun of me .for wearing long sleeves even thouhht it was probally over a hundred when they started in on me i saw the hulking figure of my were wolf best friend , jacob black. "why cant you leave her the hell alone she never did anything to you people!now get" his voice rang out with authority , which was probally because he was the alpha of his pack.
he sat down sat to me,i immediately rested my head on his arm. " idont know why they wont leave me alone ive never done anything to them, anything at wrapped his arms around my waist. "they just dont under stand you thats all. they dont understand why you do stuff like this, for example.'' he said this as he pulled back my sleeve to expose those bright crimson cuts i had made last night . i had an panic attack, and as had been gasping for breath, ihad plunged the blade almost too deeply into my skin.
and the way jacob looked at me made me feel ashamed. "why do you always do stuff like this? do you know howmuch i worry about you? what would i do if you died .you are my imprint if you die i'll die along with you.''
i stared at him in shock why hadnt jacob told me this before. i couldnt handle this . this was insanity. i didnt realize my feet were moving until jacob had his arms around me , restraining me. this was all madness