Chapter 1 (Tris' pov)

I'm going to tell you the story of how I became emotionally attached to a person I had only meet online. I had recently turned fifteen I was lonely I didn't go to normal school I was and am homeschooled. I have friends but I'm too distant to care. I only care about a few things and that is books and barley passing school to my parent's standards so I only have to communicate with them for the last thing on the list of things I care about which is food. I don't care about myself in fact I have tried to terminate myself. My closest friend Fernando tries to get me to come with him to church but I have no desire to go so I don't. Anyway you don't care about Fernando you want to know about mystery-guy but don't worry you will still hear from Fernando. This is a hard story to tell not because it has an upsetting nature don't get me wrong it is upsetting, but I don't know his real name. So to save time I will refer to him as MG to avoid confusion. I was doing the usual search for gay Harry Potter fanfic when I came to something not gay but sad and dark. The author is MG I read it and I absolutely adore it but I want to know how he knows about the topics he wrote about so vividly. I go to his profile and am shocked by what I see he is like me.

I decide to PM him and tell him I am a lot like him.

(She is BOLD he is italicized)

I know it's not my place but I can relate to your situation and I can't stand when people treat others like they are not people it makes me sick and attempted suicide is no stranger to me but I didn't come here to make you feel bad for me I came to tell you that your story made me cry and the open ness you have is amazing I wish I could be open like that please message me back my name is Tris and I'm not going to push for your name but I hope we stay in contact and I didn't make you feel uncomfortable.

Somehow after reading his profile I felt connected to him I don't know what to do so I call Fernando he says he will be at my house in five minutes. He is honestly one of my best friends him, me, and Christiana. I didn't call Chris because she likes to make a mountain out of a mole hill and Fernando brings logic and reason so for this situation I have picked him. In no time he is at my bedroom door and I invite him in. "hey blondie."

"What up Fer?"

"No wrong response Nerdy girl calls me said nerdy girl answers my questions. So what do you want, why am I here?"

"Well someone's bossy today. But to answer your questions I want advice and you are here because you love to so generously give me the present of your presents."

"I'm going to ignore most of what you just said miss cocky but I'm not going to ignore the fact that you came to me for advice. So what first world problem are we dealing with?"

"It's not a problem it's more like a what should I do next sort of thing."

"You have my attention."

"So I was reading fanfic and there is this writer who's really good and I went on his profile and saw that he and I are quite alike and so I messaged him and I'm nervous he might ignore me."

"Give me your computer."

"What why?"

"Do you want my help or not."

"Fine."

I gave him my computer and watched as he tried to navigate the fairly simple website.