Summery: Sometimes foward is backwards. Sometimes backwards is backwards. Sometimes forward is forward. Which way would you go? Sometimes what's there isn't there, and that isn't there is there. Possible seems impossible but the impossible is impossible, so is it possible? Promise kept and promises broken, but are they broken if they're kept?
Warnings: I will be brief, there will be confustion. It's suppose to go that way. Takes place while the pilots are in training. Pre-Gundam Wing you can say. They'll all be out - of - charater, but hey! That's what being a teenager is all about. Playing mind games on your parents.
Umbra Nihili
Ayumi Nekomoto
May, 19, 190
Impresstion? Isn't that what the instuctiors always talk about? Really annoying, I had to take notes on manners, first impresstion and now fighting impresstion. Yea- okay, and? I slumpped my head down on the desk and start banging it. Yea sure it hurts, but it numbs the bordem and the head ach that started two hours ago. I kept banging until I fell out of my chair.
"Quatra! What the hell you think you're doing?" Some really old guy who was teaching me this course asked or more like demanded me. Did I mention his voice was extreamly annoying.
"Hoping to drown you out." I mumbled. "Say, did you see the new Michelle Ayasha's Video? She's sexy" I asked this really old guy. If I knew his name, I would say it. His name is super hard to pronouce, and frankly, I have no idea what the first letter is.It's an A or an O.. maybe a U? It's Japanese I knew that much.
"If your father wasn't such a rich man, I would kill you right here and I. Save us all from the torment of a teenager." The old man told me. I searched his features to see if he was kidding. He wasn't. Oh shit.. "That's right boy. Listen up you asshole, you will pay attention and get these down, or you won't live to see your 13th birthday."
I drowned him out. I know all this anyway, Amazing isn't it? Why you think I was sent here? To be pretty boy? Probally.. but I am NOT letting the happening. Finally, stupid lecture is over. I went to my room and looked around for a breif second. Everything was perfectly normal. Normville..'
I looked back at my journal, I was moron. It was before my "Space Heart" kicked into affect. It annoys me so much that I was a problem child. I wasn't wanting to be that way, but apparently I was, and now I changed. Maybe it was for the better? It wasn't until I was old enough to realize that everyone was a lie, and everything was a dream. It wasn't until I met a girl, and was told the truth. Life is a dream, dreams are reality, Pain is a feeling and yet pain is nothingness. Feeling are emotion and emotions are a way of knowing a person, and yet a person could be anything from your dreams, or rather reality. At first it was confusting as hell, but then I found through experiance, that what she said was true. You have to live through pain, tourment, and see people you love die, to see what that means. That old qoute, life is nothing but a dream. This is very much true. To bad I cannot wake from it.
Warnings: I will be brief, there will be confustion. It's suppose to go that way. Takes place while the pilots are in training. Pre-Gundam Wing you can say. They'll all be out - of - charater, but hey! That's what being a teenager is all about. Playing mind games on your parents.
Umbra Nihili
Ayumi Nekomoto
May, 19, 190
Impresstion? Isn't that what the instuctiors always talk about? Really annoying, I had to take notes on manners, first impresstion and now fighting impresstion. Yea- okay, and? I slumpped my head down on the desk and start banging it. Yea sure it hurts, but it numbs the bordem and the head ach that started two hours ago. I kept banging until I fell out of my chair.
"Quatra! What the hell you think you're doing?" Some really old guy who was teaching me this course asked or more like demanded me. Did I mention his voice was extreamly annoying.
"Hoping to drown you out." I mumbled. "Say, did you see the new Michelle Ayasha's Video? She's sexy" I asked this really old guy. If I knew his name, I would say it. His name is super hard to pronouce, and frankly, I have no idea what the first letter is.It's an A or an O.. maybe a U? It's Japanese I knew that much.
"If your father wasn't such a rich man, I would kill you right here and I. Save us all from the torment of a teenager." The old man told me. I searched his features to see if he was kidding. He wasn't. Oh shit.. "That's right boy. Listen up you asshole, you will pay attention and get these down, or you won't live to see your 13th birthday."
I drowned him out. I know all this anyway, Amazing isn't it? Why you think I was sent here? To be pretty boy? Probally.. but I am NOT letting the happening. Finally, stupid lecture is over. I went to my room and looked around for a breif second. Everything was perfectly normal. Normville..'
I looked back at my journal, I was moron. It was before my "Space Heart" kicked into affect. It annoys me so much that I was a problem child. I wasn't wanting to be that way, but apparently I was, and now I changed. Maybe it was for the better? It wasn't until I was old enough to realize that everyone was a lie, and everything was a dream. It wasn't until I met a girl, and was told the truth. Life is a dream, dreams are reality, Pain is a feeling and yet pain is nothingness. Feeling are emotion and emotions are a way of knowing a person, and yet a person could be anything from your dreams, or rather reality. At first it was confusting as hell, but then I found through experiance, that what she said was true. You have to live through pain, tourment, and see people you love die, to see what that means. That old qoute, life is nothing but a dream. This is very much true. To bad I cannot wake from it.