(A/N: 'thinking words' usually means the thoughts she has to herself the rest is like narration. This was my first attempt at a fanfic and how I thought Epiosode 12 from the second season of the anime should of gone. I liked how it played out but, hey we are all entitled to our opionins. Please review and comment and tell me how my lil-oneshot came out. THANKS AND ENJOY! WEEEE!) – yours Tharealzero

A Revelation of the Heart

-Moka's Pov-

'Why? Why has he been avoiding me? Is it because she's gone? Did she really mean that much to him? I tried doing what those other girls did with him and rubbed my chest against his and even then he seemed uncomfortable. But then again he's always been like that when the floozies tried things like that. but…. I just can't stand seeing him like this.'

After we got out of English class I managed to see him walk through school heading somewhere but before I could reach him I was stopped by three other girls offering to eat lunch with me, followed by my annoying pest of a sister, Kokoa. But however today she managed to prove quite useful and distracted those other girls long enough for me to continue looking for Tsukune.

I managed to track his scent to a familiar place he and the other me used to visit often, the roof.

As I opened the door to the roof I see him sitting next the railing eating his lunch. I did not feel the presence of the other girls of his 'harem' so I figured now would be the best time to talk with him without being interrupted .

"Tsukune…" is what I said as I walked up to him, he looked up to me a bit lost before I continued " is everything okay? It seems like you're down in the dumps or something." As I spoke to him a breeze picked up and I damned these skirts for being to short as I knew he got a glimpse of my underwear, but strangely I was okay with him seeing them. 'odd.'

"oh really. you think so?" he replied with a tone of uneasiness and continued " I wouldn't say I feel down in the dumps" and I was utterly speechless just letting out a small breath as he said those words. So I decided to just walk up and sit next to him and when I did so he offered me some of his food before I spoke up again.

"Tsukune listen to me." He did and looked at me. I knew why he was feeling this way. He missed the other me. Out of all of us he took her sacrifice the hardest. I miss her a lot to she was like a twin sister to me always there. I always looked out for her best I could while behind the rosary but even then my help was limited. When she did what she did I felt like a part of my very soul was ripped out of me. I remembered her feelings for Tsukune and how they always seemed to get lost in their own little world every now and then and just stare into each other's eyes and just repeat their names back in forth as they got lost in their would. I remembered how she used to feel and sometimes it even made my heart beat differently. I knew what I was feeling was it was the exact same thing the other me felt, I was falling in love with him. But I can't let myself fall in love with him my pride won't allow it. But… the way he looks at me, not for a scary S-class vampire but for who I am, Moka Akashiya. It was that look in his eyes and the way he spoke which was filled with sincerity, admiration, respect, and gentleness that made me give him something I do not give a lot of other beings, my respect. But now all I see in his eyes' is pain. Pain for losing my other half. So I said what I thought would help him get through this. " should we gaze at each other?" he let out a surprised "nani?" as if caught of guard before I continued. "like you two used to, you and the other Moka used to do it all the time" for a moment he was speechless and muttered some noise. But after a while he regained the ability to speak.

"well in that case…." He said before looking in to my eyes when a sudden blush just seemed to come over him.

"Oh Moka" he said full of admiration

"Tsukune" I replied with nowhere near his level of emotion because my pride just wouldn't let me

" Oh Moka" he said again

"Tsukune" I said again in the same tone as before.

"Oh Moka"

"Tsukune"

Around that time we started to drift closer to each other and my heart started to beat faster. I wanted this I really did. I wanted to listen to my heart, but my pride would push those feeling back and made me do this out of respect for him, not for my true feelings.

"Oh Moka…."

"Oh Tsukune" I said in a robotic tone

"Oh Moka-uuuhh" he said in a gasp like tone before he looked at me with a bit of fright, regret, and most of all pain in his eyes. Before he looked away. I knew what he saw, he most of thought about her at that moment.

"so that's it huh?" I said causing him to turn back to me.

"what?" he replied

"the simple fact you can't stop thinking about the other Moka, even though she's gone. Am I wrong?" I said as he looked down to the floor of the roof. He let out a groan of regret which gave me all the proof I needed. I reached out for his hand before I continued speaking. "Tsukune…" I said in a caring voice.

"Moka what are you doing!?" he breathed out as I held up his hand and interlocked it with my own. It felt right when I did so. The warmth of his hand in my own. My body was overflown with a sense of peace that I've never felt before. Was this really love? As I thought that I almost felt jealous of the other Moka for being the center of Tsukune's love. I knew from even inside the Rosary Seal that he felt something for the other Moka that he never showed the other girls. But he was to scared to say anything because even I knew that it would break the hearts of the other girls, and knowing Tsukune he didn't have the heart or confidence in himself to come forward and say who he really cared for. His kind heartedness and need to put other before himself is what made me look at him differently than all the other humans I saw through the rosary, and even other monsters differently. A human with the noblest of hearts puts himself in harm's way to protect those he cares about with no fear as to what would happen to him as long as those he was protecting came out fine. That is how he made his way past the wall I erected around my heart. But as I saw that he missed the other Moka, I felt that he was avoiding me to not think of her and it hurt me so. But I knew I needed this talk with him. Deep down I feel that this is something fate had wanted me to do. " Don't you understand? This hand you're holding belongs to the Moka you've known this entire time." He looked at me and in his eyes I saw confusion and pain in them. "you've heard all this stuff from my sister so I'm sure you know. But back when I was a little girl, this is what I looked like all the time."

"yeah that's right" he said with a bit of acceptance in his voice

"what i'm really trying to say is, the other Moka you've spent all this time with and grown to care about is nothing more than a phantom personality. Do you see what I mean?" I said to him in his eyes I saw abit of the pain and confusion leave somewhat as the gentle and kindheartedness normally in his returned a bit. As if he was coming to terms with what I was saying. I saw him look at the ground as in lost in thought. Probably remembering the other Moka.

" 'chomp slurrrrp' that's what she used to do right?"
"huh?"

"since the other Moka can't be here I'll suck your blood like she did." I said as my feeling where slowly starting to push back my pride. I was inches away from his neck before he spoke up again.

"Moka listen, I have to be completely honest with you, my heart can't take it anymore" he said as he slowly pushed be back in his arms around my shoulder. 'please tell me he isn't going to cast me aside to not remember the other Moka. I don't think even my pride could handle it' I thought as I was getting ready to hear what he was going to say.

"Moka the truth is, yes I did have feelings for the other Moka I feel my heart skip a beat whenever she is near. She makes me want to do whatever I can to keep that smile on that face." I listened as I felt an ache start to grip my heart as I listened. " But…." He said as my eyes widened a bit as he had me on the grip of my seat. Figuratively speaking. "but as much as I love her…. I've realized that I've fallen in love with you as well…." He said as tears started forming around his eyes and I could hear the sincerity and wholehearted ness in his voice. '….' Was all I could think my heart was beating fast and skipping beats left and right. I felt as a blush crept onto my face. I just stared at him with wide eyes and mouth agape. Before he continued.

"I've loved the both of you for as long as I could remember being here, but I've felt that i was never good enough for you, which is why I was so scared of saying how I truly felt. I felt heartbroken the day of the pool incident with Tamao-senpai and the other mermaids. When you slapped me and told that I made the other Moka cry for not stopping to think about how she felt I felt like my heart and soul shattered for letting you down. So I promised myself that I would do the little thing you asked me when you and I met and to watch out over your other half while you slept. I swore that until I was worthy in your eyes again that I would let no harm come to her. I've felt that that was the least I could do to make up for my mistake in your eyes." He said and sighed as he wiped a tear that dripped form his eye.

I could not believe what I heard him say, he thought that he was unworthy to be by my side. That all this time he was doing everything he could to keep the other Moka as happy as she could be in order to redeem himself in my eyes. When all this time I felt that I was unworthy of him.

"Tsukune….. "was all I could breathe out before he looked back at me

"Moka I'm sorry but I failed you again, I couldn't keep her safe and now she's gone , its all my fault. I couldn't do anything to save her" he said as more tears came from his eyes. "every time I see you I'm reminded of my failure."

"Tsukune …. Listen" I said as I gathered my breath and regained myself a bit from his wholehearted words "back then I was just angry that she risked our life for you. Back then I saw you more as nothing but my meal ticket. But then when I saw that you would put yourself in harm's way for not only our sake, but every single one of our friends I saw that you had something no one else had, true courage. I thought you were just a simple idiot for putting yourself through all that. but in reality you were just following what your heart was telling you to do. And slowly but surely you started to sneak into my heart that I thought no longer existed. And then when Kuyou pierced you with his flames I felt as if my own heart stopped and I felt as if I didn't do enough to prevent that, that monster from taking you away from me." I said as my emotions started to get the better of me. All I could see from him as I looked at him was awe and wonder in his eyes.

"Oh Moka…." He said before I gave him a gentle smile before I kept going.

"when I saw you on the ground scorched and barely alive, I knew that I couldn't let you die. You meant so much to me. You managed to make feel something I haven't felt for so long. I knew I wanted to save you with all my heart. Both myself and the other Moka felt as if our souls where in sync with the sole thought of saving you. And then when you saved me from being defeated by Kuyou and held me in your arms I felt…I felt as if I could care less about everything around me. I was so relieved to see you alive. And then with all that's happened this year I feel as though I've only grown closer to you." I said as I could feel a blush all over my face "and know that I know how you feel about me." I said as I felt my heart was about to jump right out of my chest. "Tsukune… I… I….I…" is all I was able to say as I looked at him as I felt something strange from him. He seemed to at that moment emit an aura of confidence and I could of sworn his eyes turned crimson before he leaned up real close and whispered.

"Moka Akashiya.. I love you" as he closed the distance between our lips and kissed me.

I stiffened as he held me there hand on my chin and keeping me there I was wide eyed but eventually gave into the kiss closed my eyes and kissed him back. As I gave in he moved his hand from my chin and embrace me into a hug pulling me closer while still having our lips locked. After a few more moments of being intimate with him. I finally regained my ability to speak.

"Tsukune Aono…I love you" I said as I forcibly pulled him back into another kiss. We kept at it as we heard the school bell ring signaling that lunch was over and it was time to return to class.

As we pulled apart again I saw his crimson eyes bleed back into their normally rich brown. But still retained some of the red from before. We just stared at each other for a moment before he stood up and held out his hand for me.

"let's go…Love" is all he said as I stood up still gazing into his eyes as my heart started to fill with love as I no longer cared about what my pride said.

"yes let's go love" I replied full of emotion. We both made our way back down the stairs hand in hand and made our way back into the academy walking down the halls.

'Maybe my pride wasn't the most important thing in the world' I thought to myself as I walked down the hall with my Tsukune. I truly felt as if my live was complete.

As we made our way into the last class of the day he sat me down first and kissed me lightly on the lips for a few moments before they came.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!"shouted an enraged Kurumu , Mizore, and strangely enough Ruby. As well as Kokoa from outside the window.

"Yay!" was all that Yukari could yell standing next to the enraged trio.

"oh right, we forgot about them" Tsukune and I said at the exact same time and chuckled at that.

"don't worry Tsukune I show them their place once and for all" I said as I stood up. And instead of stopping me all Tsukune said was

" Just don't kill them" he chuckled as he sat down to enjoy the show.

I gave him my trade mark smirk as I turned to the girls to get ready and show them their place.

A/N: Hey guys Tharealzero here and i hoped you enjoyed my first attempt at writing a fanfic. all reviews and comments are welcomed!

thanks, Tharealzero