I glanced at my slumbering husband and smiled with glee. My mind was flooded with the ideas of our future offsprings. All I want is for my darling Senpai to be inside of me. It's been several weeks since our beautiful wedding, I cannot stop gushing over the fact that me and darling Ren are now committed to each other in marriage.

Looking at Ren always made my heart soar. Our child will be irresistible. With his luxurious black hair, his silver gray eyes, his handsome chiseled face, his sturdy figure, our future child will be perfect.

Ren's back was turned to me, he was stiff as a board, softly snoring to himself. I sat up and leaned over him. I planted a loving kiss on his cheek. His skin was warm and pleasant, he had an alluring aroma from him that made my heart swoon.

There are no words to how I feel about Ren. The moment I laid eyes on him, I knew that I had to have him. Before I met him, I was just an empty shell of a person. Since the day I took my first breath, I felt nothing. I was broken. I was incapable of feeling emotions. I did not feel empathy, I did not feel satisfaction, happiness, or fulfillment. I was simply incomplete, I was envious of the other children. I would watch them from the shadows, Watching the other children demonstrate their natural emotions. Anger….sadness….happiness….… while I was unable to experience those emotions myself.

I still remember the day I met Ren. It was in the 1980s when I first arrived at Akademi High. I was simply drifting into a void of hollowness. I was a gray stain in a sea of rainbows. Life surrounded me, but none was in me.

Then I saw Ren.

I felt a pang of euphoria. I saw color. I felt feelings. Emotions. I felt a powerful sensation whirling through my body. I felt like I had taken a powerful drug. . He was perfect in every way, he opened a new world to me. A world full of colors, a world full of beautiful music and expressive art, a world where I could finally experience emotions. But when I'm not around him, I was dead. For several days, I watched my darling Senpai from the shadows, I would be around every corner, looking and admiring him from afar. I would be in a prolonging state of bliss and fulfillment by simply being around him.

But Ren had admirers. Ten rivals that were charmed and enthralled by MY Senpai. I knew I had to eliminate them. Ren was mine. I needed him. I need my Senpai. He was everything to me. He was worth anything. I didn't care what I had to do to win his heart. No one will take him away from me. No one will ever come between me and him. Nothing in this world matters. One by one I successfully eliminated them to win my Ren's heart.

There was one girl. One girl that was difficult to defeat. For most of them, I chose to remove them by various methods. Bullying, intimidation, assault, and manipulation. Killing them was my last resort. I couldn't just slaughter all of them without gaining suspicion.

But Hikari Aimi was different. She didn't fall for my tricks and nearly confessed her love to Senpai. So one day, I followed her into the third floor bathroom, a eight inch kitchen knife concealed in my skirt. We were alone, no witnesses and no heroes coming to her rescue.

I still remember her terrified expression when I stabbed her in the chest. I was completely silent, only thinking about Ren. I managed to stab her directly in the heart, killing her instantly. After that, Ren had no more admirers. He had only me. It was a long and hard road after the murder. A nosy Journalist suspected me of the murder, but due to the lack of evidences, I was never convicted.

Nonetheless, I was still afraid that Ren would reject me. So I drugged him and took him to my home where I made him love me.

Now we are happily married.

Next chapter will come. I am working my current stories and upcoming new stories. Reviews and thoughts.