Okay, listen, this is a little depressing so please don't get mad at me. I was feeling really depressed when I wrote this and I write so I don't do anything stupid.
Oh and listen to the song Bother by Stone sour and you'll see some similarities, hell just look at the lyrics I typed in under this.
~*~
Alec sat in the dark listening to the sounds that came from around him. he felt the tears sting his eyes but he held them back. He had done too much already to harm the ones he loved. Why in the world did HE make him? "Why? You sorry bastard! Why?"
"Because I got tired of her mouth," White said laughing.
"I wasn't talking to you!" Alec yelled as he looked down at her corpse.
He picked up the knife that they had planned to use to escape and pressed the blade down onto his wrist. he didn't even wince when it cut the skin.
Slowly he looked at her body and gasped. She was gone and he had done this to her. He could have stopped this, could have saved her life. But he was just a coward, squirming in white's grasp. he never had a voice to protest, the others did. They left and saved themselves from the living hell they were born into. But he stayed, he didn't have a chance to escape so they feed him all that shit to digest.
He really wished he had a reason to stop, a reason to live, "494... Alec... my boy, you have caused yet another one of your loves to die. Can you not protect them? A genetically engineered soilder? Was it your pride that got in the way, or were you a coward."
He felt the blood begin to run down his arm but it wasn't enough he needed the other one done. he could hear Max yelling but it was all in his head, she wanted nothing to do with him. After what he's done she probably wants to kill me herself. White has no idea his lab rat is about to die. All they can do after wards is an autopsy. No more pain.
Alec was pulled out of his thoughts by a soft hand on his head, "Alec you're burning up."
"Laura's dead... I .... killed her..." his voice sounded unbelievably soft.
She wrapped something around his wrist and held tight, "You couldn't have done that to her, come on sit up." She said as she put a hand under his head. Her heart was breaking at how pale he was.
"You go I'm staying here..."
"Get your ass up! I came her to save your ass and it's coming with me!"
"Let me die!" He yelled pushing her away, he found that he didn't have enough strength to sit up so he fell back down and his head hit the ground with a thud.
"Selfish bastard, get up! You've been through worse!"
Alec pushed himself up and stood on his shaky feet, the world was spinning, "You don't know what I've been through, Max! You have no idea what's been DONE to me!"
"Well come on lets get out of here so you can pay them back!" She said grabbing his wrist.
He pulled it back and looked at the fabric that no was soaking up his blood, "His voice showing the first true emotion from this whole encounter, "You don't know what they did to me, Max, I'm not sure if you'd want me around when you find out."
"Alec..." She said looking into his eyed, "I don't care, if any things wrong we'll fix it."
"Max..."
"Alec, lets go, we need to get out of here." Max said, her voice was urgent.
"I can't..."
"Alec! For God's sake..." Max began.
"I... I can't walk..." His voice weak.
"What?" Max began then noticed the blood dripping on the floor, "Oh! Come on, I'll help you."
She put his arm over her shoulders and they were gone.
~*~
Bother by Stone Sour
I wish I was to dead to cry
Self afflictions fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Massive events to which I cater.
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I've begun
I won't let go till it bleeds
I wish I was to dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you feed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
for this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dieing
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I've begun
I won't let go till it bleeds
I wish I died instead of lived
This song be hides my face ???
Self forgotten with its memory
Diaries left with cryptic entries
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I've begun
I won't let go till it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I hold on
I'll never let down my deceit
Oh and listen to the song Bother by Stone sour and you'll see some similarities, hell just look at the lyrics I typed in under this.
~*~
Alec sat in the dark listening to the sounds that came from around him. he felt the tears sting his eyes but he held them back. He had done too much already to harm the ones he loved. Why in the world did HE make him? "Why? You sorry bastard! Why?"
"Because I got tired of her mouth," White said laughing.
"I wasn't talking to you!" Alec yelled as he looked down at her corpse.
He picked up the knife that they had planned to use to escape and pressed the blade down onto his wrist. he didn't even wince when it cut the skin.
Slowly he looked at her body and gasped. She was gone and he had done this to her. He could have stopped this, could have saved her life. But he was just a coward, squirming in white's grasp. he never had a voice to protest, the others did. They left and saved themselves from the living hell they were born into. But he stayed, he didn't have a chance to escape so they feed him all that shit to digest.
He really wished he had a reason to stop, a reason to live, "494... Alec... my boy, you have caused yet another one of your loves to die. Can you not protect them? A genetically engineered soilder? Was it your pride that got in the way, or were you a coward."
He felt the blood begin to run down his arm but it wasn't enough he needed the other one done. he could hear Max yelling but it was all in his head, she wanted nothing to do with him. After what he's done she probably wants to kill me herself. White has no idea his lab rat is about to die. All they can do after wards is an autopsy. No more pain.
Alec was pulled out of his thoughts by a soft hand on his head, "Alec you're burning up."
"Laura's dead... I .... killed her..." his voice sounded unbelievably soft.
She wrapped something around his wrist and held tight, "You couldn't have done that to her, come on sit up." She said as she put a hand under his head. Her heart was breaking at how pale he was.
"You go I'm staying here..."
"Get your ass up! I came her to save your ass and it's coming with me!"
"Let me die!" He yelled pushing her away, he found that he didn't have enough strength to sit up so he fell back down and his head hit the ground with a thud.
"Selfish bastard, get up! You've been through worse!"
Alec pushed himself up and stood on his shaky feet, the world was spinning, "You don't know what I've been through, Max! You have no idea what's been DONE to me!"
"Well come on lets get out of here so you can pay them back!" She said grabbing his wrist.
He pulled it back and looked at the fabric that no was soaking up his blood, "His voice showing the first true emotion from this whole encounter, "You don't know what they did to me, Max, I'm not sure if you'd want me around when you find out."
"Alec..." She said looking into his eyed, "I don't care, if any things wrong we'll fix it."
"Max..."
"Alec, lets go, we need to get out of here." Max said, her voice was urgent.
"I can't..."
"Alec! For God's sake..." Max began.
"I... I can't walk..." His voice weak.
"What?" Max began then noticed the blood dripping on the floor, "Oh! Come on, I'll help you."
She put his arm over her shoulders and they were gone.
~*~
Bother by Stone Sour
I wish I was to dead to cry
Self afflictions fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Massive events to which I cater.
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I've begun
I won't let go till it bleeds
I wish I was to dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you feed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
for this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dieing
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I've begun
I won't let go till it bleeds
I wish I died instead of lived
This song be hides my face ???
Self forgotten with its memory
Diaries left with cryptic entries
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I've begun
I won't let go till it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I keep slipping farther
Once I hold on
I'll never let down my deceit