This is a REALLY short Luka POV but I needed to get it out from the system. It takes place during Hindsight. As always, thanks to my lovely beta reader Ella (:
I wished that the crash would end it all, the pain, the grief, the guilt... everything – so I could join them. Being with them would mean I wouldn't be lonely anymore. Drinking and sleeping with known women, that's how I deal with the pain now. It felt like nothing could change or erase the pain and the guilt that's following me everywhere, every day. She helped me; she made me believe that I could be happy. That I could have a life again. I ruined it. I didn't pay her as much attention as I should have.
Now I'm just the guy on the other side of the desk – watching her hold her boyfriend's hand and kiss him goodbye. It could have been me. It could have been me if we'd just tried harder.