"You said that he wasn't going to die if I had the surgery instead of the medicine!" Claudia yelled at Dr. Lee. We just found out that our baby died while Claudia was in surgery to fix her swollen brain. "Claudia I said the baby had a better chance at survival if you had the surgery." Kelly countered. That's when it happened I saw my wife's eyes shut off and she disconnected from the world. She turned to her side, curled up, and cried. Around 10 hours ago she told him that that baby meant more to her then me, Johnny, and even her life. That big part in her life was gone, I didn't know how to help her. She is my wife and that was my child, too. After Kelly leaves I climb on the bed with her and hold in my arms until she stops shaking. She finally snaps back into reality, tears running fast down her eyes.
"I'll have my stuff out a day after I'm released, I'll never bother you again. I'm sorry I have been such an inconvenience for such a long time." She told me, she thought I wanted her to move out. "Claudia I don't want you to move out, I don't want you to go anywhere. At times yes you were an inconvenience, but not enough to want you out of my life." I grabbed her hands. "You have never lost a child before, there will be days you want to die, or scream, or cry, when that happens I'll be there. You'll hate the world and everyone in it and if you leave you'll feel even more lonely. You will have moments of every emotion possible and when they come I'll be there." I told her, she looked at me with her eyes, they were bloodshot from crying so much. "Sonny I want my son." She told me as her mascara ran with her tears. I pushed her hair out of her face