'Mama, what are we doing here.' I asked in a nervous voice as I held my stuffed bear 'pudding' to my chest. We were stood outside some flats on a high level while mama banged on the door just now. I didn't like it here.
My mama was a monster to me. she hurt me. she beat me. I'm currently covered in bruises and my body hurts. She tells me that its my fault because I look my daddy.
My name is... well mama never uses my name so I don't know what it is. she calls my freak a lot. But I like to call my self Lyric because I love music. I'm twelve. I have light brown hair and piercing blue eyes.
' Shhh freak.' Mama said. I put my head down looking at the floor. Mama banged on the doors again.
I heard someone banging around behind the door and yelling at Mama ' I fucking heard you!' The front door swung open.
' What are you doing here Kira?' The man asked Mama in a bored sounding voice. He sounded scary. I felt my body begin to shake as I held my teddy closer. I thought of mama making me do things with this man to get her money.
' Billy, I came to drop your Daughter off.' Mama said.
' What. No fucking way. I don't have a not mine!' Billy said back. I felt mama grab my face tightly to make me look up. I saw Billy. He was a tall man with piercing blue eyes. A shaven head and swirly patterns up his neck. He looked really scary.
' Look at her Billy. She's the spit of you, she's got your eyes, your hair colour. If you don't take her in, I'm gonna leave her on the streets. I don't want it any more.' Mama yelled. she didn't want me? Was I that bad? What if Billy didn't want me either?
I felt the tears build in my eyes as mama let go of my face roughly.
' See if I care. Get rid of her. She's not mine.' Billy said as he went inside and slammed the door shut. mama grabbed my arm tightly. I let out a little whimper as she pulled me down the stairs and to the car. I got in the car and she began to drive down the highway.
' See, your such a little freak that your daddy doesn't want you. Your a waste. I don't even know why I had you.' Mama said in a angry stopped outside a pub with an alleyway at the side of it.
' Get out freak. ' Mama said. I couldn't move. she was leaving me. on my own.
' I said get out!' She yelled. I still couldn't move, tears rolled down my eyes as I held my teddy closer. I watched as she got out of the car and walked round to my side. she ripped the door open and grabbed hold of my arm and began to pull me out.
' No Mama... please..don't ...leave.. me.' I sobbed as she threw me to the ground. I heard her walk around and drive away. I was alone.I had no-one.