Title: iHave a Secret

Author: Mrpointyhorns aka Blemery

Rating: R

Status: Work in Progress

Part: 1/?

Pairings: Slash

Warnings: Slash, sexually scenes

Spoilers: None.

Summary: What happens if Freddie stays in the tree house with Lucas while Carly and Sam help Spencer with the dog?

Beta: None.

Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by someone else. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

Freddie was grounded for two weeks. It was worth it to see the fight, but he was not allowed to do anything after school. He had to come home a do his homework. Then his mother would make him read from the constitution and other legal documents so that could learn the difference from right and wrong. One thing she did let him to, after dinner he was allowed to go on the internet. Freddie begged her for two days because he wanted to Skype with his boyfriend Lucas. He told her that they were talking about their video that they were making. Freddie said that it was for Lucas's future college applications and while his mother would never accept him going to school for film, she could accept that it would look good on college applications and scholarship. So he was allowed to talk to Lucas, which he was really grateful for. Freddie wasn't allowed to use his cell phone while he was grounded so their night and morning of calling each other were destroyed. If Freddie didn't have the Skype meeting Lucas wouldn't even know that he was ground, just that Freddie wasn't answering his phone. That would have been difficult to mend after two weeks.

They actually did work on the video only goofing off a little. If Freddie's mom wasn't in the next room they might have tried doing naughtier things, but Lucas said he understood, and that he was glad to have the monopoly over Freddie's time, instead of Carly. He didn't say that part out loud but Freddie heard it.

"I sort of had an idea on my way home from school today. Do you want to hear it?" Lucas asked. He was sitting in his tree house with his feet on his desk and he was drinking a smoothie.

"Sure I do. Everything we've thought of so far hasn't shown any potential." Freddie was in his pajama bottoms and he wasn't wearing a shirt. He probably would have been he thought Carly or Sam might come over and see him, but with Lucas he felt comfortable being exposed. He didn't even think about it.

"Okay well Greg was singing Stranger by Billy Joel, sort of he didn't really know all the words."

"Billy Joe Armstrong?" Freddie asked unsure. He sort of knew who Billy Joel was almost everyone knew Piano Man, but people his age didn't talk about him. They really didn't sing their songs.

"No, he doesn't have a song call Stranger. It's a really good whistling tune." Lucas smiled. He knew how ridiculous it was that Gary knew a Billy Joel song well enough to sing it. It didn't really matter why Greg was singing it. It gave him an idea and he wasn't going to let it go just because Billy Joel was old. "Do you want to hear my idea?"

"Of course I do." Freddie leaned forward in his chair.

"Well the song is about the mask people wear when no one is around. So I bet everyone has a secret that they're not willing to tell anyone. Like Gary listening to Billy Joel or liking cross dressing. It could be big or little. Anyway, I thought I would put a poll up on my site asking people what mask they wear when people aren't around. We can pick the best and write a plot that reveals them to a group of friends. We can do the plot on that. The masks can be used to change scene."

"Wow, I really do like that idea. I can put a poll up on iCarly as well. Our viewers love polls." Freddie lowered the Skype window and opened up another web browser to log into iCarly. He wasn't really allowed to do that, being grounded and all but it slipped his mind.

"I knew you would like it." Lucas said not upset that Freddie wasn't looking at him anymore. He was setting up the poll on his site. "Everyone likes secrets."

"Are you trying to tell me something? We haven't been dating that long." Freddie his typing slowly as the thought crossed his mind.

"Oh, nothing like that. You still have another five months before I start to get on you about that. I mean by then you should know you're into guys and be able to tell Carly and Sam."

"I'll tell them before that. I'm not trying to hide you or anything. I just am not prepared for them to go all gushy and girly." Freddie shook his head. Carly would want to be as support as possible and Freddie knew it was because she was super nice, but he didn't want to be treated differently. Sam might stop beating him up as much; after all she'd think being gay meant being defenseless, therefore not fun to push around. She'd probably just stick to threatening him and pulling pranks on him. That would be a plus, but he still wasn't willing to come out yet. He wanted this time with Lucas between them. It felt special to him. Once the newness disappeared he was sure that he'd want to tell them.

Once they had both posted their queries on their websites, they closed down the browsers and went back to the Skype window. "Now that we're done with that, let's get to the real fun."

"I told you I can't Lucas my mom's in the next room."

"So just take your pants off and I'll just look at you while I jerk it. If she comes in, just turn off the monitor."

Lucas looked cute when he pouted, but Freddie didn't want to. He was willing to let Lucas use his body to masturbate to. He didn't even mind not participating, but if it Mom did catch him she wouldn't let them Skype until he wasn't grounded anymore. Plus, he really didn't want his mom to find out that he was gay this way. "I told you we could work something out when Mom is out of the apartment this weekend."

"You're such a tease Freddie. Talking to me all shirtless and adorable, then you deny me any satisfaction." Lucas wasn't upset though. His voice was light and he was shrugging his shoulders obviously letting it go. He could wait until Saturday after all he had primary images from his memories to work off of later that night. "But you better be here Saturday."

"I will. Don't worry." Freddie stood up from his bed and went over to his dresser not wanting to tease Lucas anymore.

"Hey, you stop that." Lucas scolded. He waited for Freddie to turn around to continue. "You put that shirt on and you are blocking my view."

"Oh excuse me I didn't know I was blocking your view." Freddie closed his dresser draw. He went to sit down on the bed. "So, what is one of your secrets?"

"Freddie I don't know yet. I haven't known you long enough. You don't really know that much about me. So I don't know what is a secret and what's something I just haven't thought to tell you about yet." Lucas shook his head.

"If you tell me either of those I'd be happy. Maybe we should tell a secret after every time we work on the project. It might give us ideas and we'll get to know each other better." Freddie suggested.

"Okay I don't mind doing that, but you have to start." Lucas slurped his smoothie.

"You can't tell anyone, but do you remember when Sam told everyone on iCarly that I'd never kissed a girl?" Freddie asked.

Lucas nodded slowly. "Yeah that was awesome."

"It was not!"

"It was for me. More confirmation that you like guys." Lucas shrugged his shoulders and continued. "Plus it made for a great webcast."

"I still like girls Lucas."

"You like Carly, no wait you love her, but that doesn't mean you like girls. You just like them enough to be interested in Carly."

"I've liked other girls too."

"And boys?"

"Well, there have been some guys, but I never really thought that much about it being in love with Carly is a little distracting." Freddie explained.

"Uh huh, I am not saying that you were never in love with Carly and that you're not still in love with her, but are you sure that love is sexual? Did you ever think that you were using Carly so that you didn't have to face the fact that you like guys?" Lucas asked, curious but also because he wanted to get Freddie to admit that he didn't really like girls. Lucas doubted that Freddie was bisexual, but it could be a possibility.

"I could have used her for that, but I did think about her sexually. Only I'm not sure if it counts if all her parts that I've never seen are sort of fuzzy?" Freddie asked.

"It depends on how many woman you've seen naked."

"No one in really life, and nothing really in movies or on television," Freddie admitted.

"Then it could go either way. So what were you saying?" Lucas didn't think he could get Freddie to admit anything tonight. He didn't want to push him, besides it didn't really matter. He knew that Freddie was interested in him and he was willing to overlook his interesting in Carly for him. That was enough.

"Well, after Sam admitted to not kissing a boy, she came to my apartment and we agreed to have our first kiss together, to get it over with. So the secret is Sam and I kissed." Freddie admitted looking towards the door because he feared that Sam knew he told and was on her way over.

"That's kind of normal, kissing a friend for the first time, or practicing with them. How was it?" Lucas asked.

"Slimy and she smelled like meat." Freddie wrinkled his nose.

"Slimy?"

"She was wearing lip gloss!"

"My lips were chapped?"

"No they were soft and pliable. I didn't feel like my lips were slipping off." Freddie blushed. "Plus, I don't like Sam in that way. I like you in that way."

"She didn't give you a hard-on you're saying?" Lucas asked.

"No." Freddie shook his head. "Now you."

"Well I'll tell you my first kiss then. It was with a guy. Remember how I said that everyone knew I liked guys? Well at the eighth grade formal this guy Adam and I were hanging out. We had mutual friends and we're both helped do the morning announcements at the school. I was really interested in him. And I kissed him in the middle of the formal." Lucas explained.

"Did he kiss you back?" Freddie asked.

"Yeah he did. We kissed pretty much all night and even though were we in the hall on the way to the bathroom enough people saw us that the entire school knew. We dated for like two weeks, but then he said he couldn't take it anymore. So we broke up. It was a Tuesday and he overdosed that night. He was on suicide watch and eventually his parents decided that they needed a new start. That's when my friends were really upset. They didn't have anyone to blame so they blamed me. They weren't mad at me for being or liking other guys, but they figured that since Adam tried to kill himself that I somehow made him think that he was gay when he wasn't. Since then they have apologized. A few of them still talk to Adam and I think they realize that it wasn't my fault. Even though I forgave them, I'm not really friends with them anymore either." Lucas was shaking a little bit it was obviously hard for him to talk about.

"Lucas I promise that wouldn't happen with me." Freddie swore.

Lucas smiled. "I know Freddie."

"Sorry you had to go through that. I'm sorry for Adam too." Freddie wished that Lucas was there so that he could hug him or something. He knew guys didn't really do that and Lucas didn't really look like he needed a hug. Freddie wasn't sure how else to move on from there. "So, I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Yup, and don't forget Saturday!" Lucas pointed a finger at him.

"I won't! Bye."

"Talk to you later, Baby Boy." Freddie rolled his eyes Lucas was like three months older than him, and the baby wasn't bad but the baby boy really was too much. Freddie would either blush or like today roll his eyes, but he never told Lucas to stop. It was because baby boy implied that Lucas was going to look out for him. Freddie liked the feeling of being taken care of.

"Hey Freddie." Carly waved at Freddie as her locker to get to his. Sam nodded at him. Freddie stopped for a minute in case Carly had something more to say. Since they were both grounded school was the only place that they could communicate. "What's with the question you posted on iCarly?" She asked but didn't look up from getting the books that she needed.

"What question?" Sam asked. She turned to Freddie. "What did you do this time?"

"Nothing. Sorry I didn't mention it to you guys, but Lucas and I are working on a project together and we needed to collect data." Freddie explained.

"We already did a Fred video with him." Carly frowned. She shut her locker and looked at Freddie.

"Yeah dude you're our tech producer." Sam reminded.

"I'm not going to neglect iCarly. That baby comes first. This is just something to work on during our free time. So is it okay if I keep the query up?" Freddie looked between the girls.

Carly shrugged. "Why not? We'll mention it on the show tonight so people know to check it out."

"What are we going to do about tonight's show? The last time I check the two of you were still grounded." Sam looked between the two.

"Still grounded, but if you put the camera on the tripod I can control it from my computer at home. It wouldn't nearly be as hi-tech but I was thinking that Sam could 'steal the show' because we're ground. It will be her and the views secret. She can do whatever she wants for one show. I know she can sneak into your apartment without Spencer knowing and if you stay downstairs Carly he wouldn't think to look upstairs as long as she's quiet." Freddie suggested.

"Hey I like that idea. It'll be iCarly with a Sam spin. Can I pick the videos you display during homeroom?"

"No. If you're stealing the show you can't have videos. Obviously they would know I was helping you some how if you did. But you can print out pictures and use your phone to show some videos in a Sam way." Freddie explained. I will only be able to use the tripod to tilt the camera and rotate it a little bit, but that should go unnoticed by viewers for the most part."

"I like the idea. Sam should have a show just about her. It can tie into your query too. She can ask what secrets they have kept from friends or family." Carly agreed.

"Sam's happy too." Sam smiled. She loved doing iCarly with Carly but it would be fun to do it on her own for once. "You'll go to the computer room and lunch and print out the pictures for me right Freddie?"

"Yeah." Freddie should his head. He really didn't mind. Sometimes he could chat with Lucas at lunch if he went to the computer room.

"I'll email the pictures from my phone during class." Sam said. The bell rang and the girls hurried off while Freddie hurried to get his things from his locker and then go to his advanced classes. He moved up to the advanced classes when he realized he couldn't take Sam and other students distracting the class with nonsense. He only took the regular classes to be close to Carly. Carly had advance English and History classes with Freddie but she was in regular Math and Science classes. Freddie thought she could do advanced Math and Science but it would be difficult for her to get all As if she did.

Sam spent the whole morning sending him pictures of meat and people holding meat. That when Freddie got to his email he had over 200 photos, not all of meat there was some other funny pictures. Freddie printed them all out even though it would cost him money, because he really didn't want to pick between them only to find out that Sam wanted the ones he didn't pick. She would always want the ones he didn't pick. Luckily with such a big selection he was on the computer long enough for his Lucas to send him a message on his gmail account.

Tomorrow is Saturday.

Impatient much? Freddie replied back but he was blushing furiously. He was counting down the hours but wouldn't admit it.

Very. So what are you doing about iCarly tonight. Anyone who watched iCarly knew they aired every two weeks and this was one of those weeks.

Sam's going to sneak into the studio and take over. I can control the camera's angles from the tripod thanks to you, and it should prove useful. She's also going to plug our query if she remembers.

So you're going to be too busy on control the cam to Skype?

Well not too busy. I can do both at once actually I sort of have to otherwise my mom wouldn't let me on the computer.

I'm going to be your accomplice then?

That's right. Do you mind?

Well I'd prefer the crime we're committing tomorrow, but no I don't mind.

Before Freddie could reply he noticed that Lucas was typing another message so he waited and got up to grab some of the photos from the printer. When he came back he read a string from Lucas:

Hey buttermuffin. U R so cute. I have love you for ever and ever. I think about you every night.

What are you wearing?

I'm so hard right now and I'm in the library.

Sorry that was Greg! Not me.

Freddie laughed that was one thing about being friends with girls they didn't give each other a hard time like this. Sam sometimes gave him a hard time, but it was hard to tell if she was teasing or being serious.

Hi Greg! I'm wearing a miniskirt and a coconut bikini. What are you wearing, stud?

Lol Freddie. Greg's asking me if I'm sure you're not a girl.

I'll send a picture of my meat ho Freddie quickly forwarded one of Sam's pictures of the thighs of some poor animal.

You're an animal, Freddie.

Meow, meow, woof, woof, chirp, chirp.

Okay now he knows you're a gay dude.

*rolls eyes* Or a four year old.

I gotta go. See ya later baby.

Yeah see you tonight Lucas. Lucas signed off quickly probably in a rush to get to class. Freddie went to check the printer again and was happy to see that everything was printed. He exited the computer and then went to hand off the pictures to Carly she could approve or disapprove what she wanted.

Later that evening, Freddie had everything set up on his computer and Sam had already snuck into the Shay's apartment. She was text with Freddie and he was letting her know how to turn on the camera and put it on the stand. After making sure that he could move it and stream the video live he sent her a message to start when ready and the video would lag just a bit to cut out the prep time. Freddie had the iCarly site up so he could monitor it and know where to point the camera. He also had the skype up as well. Freddie really wasn't supposed to keep his phone in the evening but Freddie's mom had forgotten to take it from him. She was too busy ready to go out. Freddie hadn't noticed her getting ready and was just grateful for the chance to get everything ready.

"Why don't you give me remote access for tonight, just in case your mom catches you?" Lucas suggested.

"Nah if Mom catches me that will make for a good webcast better if Spencer catches Sam." Freddie explained. "When are you making a new video?"

"I don't know. I haven't really wanted to." Lucas shrugged his shoulders.

"You out of ideas?" Freddie asked. "I have some."

Lucas raised an eyebrow. "I have ideas, but let me hear yours."

"Well maybe Fred should get a girlfriend." Freddie suggested.

"Freddie…"

"I don't know if you did this on purpose but I think Fred likes girls." Freddie interrupted. "He should like her at first, but not know how to act around her. So he tries different ways to woo her. Then they start dating."

"I think that is a good idea. I'll have to think about it may not be right for the Fred videos." Lucas new that meant the videos would have more substance and he wasn't sure if he wanted Fred to be anything but ridiculous. "You really think he's straight."

"Oh yeah." Freddie nodded as he zoomed the camera in on one of Sam's picture of meat.

"Is that why you were so surprised about when I asked you to kiss me in the tree house?"

"No, I was surprised because it was surprising. I guess liking Carly all these years I got used to being overlooked. Sam doesn't help either. I thought if you liked anyone it would be Carly or Sam." Freddie shrugged maybe he thought that way because it was better then thinking that Lucas didn't like him because of him.

"Well I guess Fred is. I never really thought about it." Lucas hummed.

"Freddie!" Freddie's mother called before coming into the room. Freddie lowered the iCarly window and looked up at his mom. "Hey Lucas."

"Hello Ms. Benson! Wow, are you going out?" Lucas asked. He could see Freddie's Mom and she was wearing a cute dress and heels. She did look like she was going out Freddie frowned.

"Yup. I have a date tonight with a respectable clerk of the court. Can you believe it?"

"Of course I can. Who wouldn't want to take you out?" Lucas smiled.

"Oh stop it. I know your secret mister and I've already told Freddie that we will try to save money so that he can visit you this summer." Ms. Benson waved her hand. She looked at Freddie. "You know where the emergency numbers are. I shouldn't be out all night, but I'll call you if I'm going to be late."

"Mom." Freddie frowned. He didn't like seeing his mom get her hopes up and get hurt, but he knew that she had a right to see other people. He stood up. "Just be safe okay."

"Of course I will Freddie. I'm your mother." She kissed his forehead. "There's food in the fridge." She said before leaving his room. He watched her go out the front door and then he shut and locked his bedroom door.

"Should I be worried?" Lucas asked noticing that Freddie locked the door.

"Only if you don't want Saturday to come early." Freddie pulled his pajama bottoms down and moved the laptop over to the bed.

"Whoa, Freddie as gorgeous as you are, what about iCarly?" Lucas asked. He couldn't help but look down even though he couldn't actually see what he wanted to see. The camera angle wasn't right knowing it was right there was so tempting.

"Well there isn't much left of iCarly anyway. Besides, Sam is supposed to be stealing it, so if the camera angles aren't perfect oh well."

"Hey fine by me. Sam will kick your ass not mine." Lucas refocused his webcam so it could get move of his body. "So how do you want to do this?"

"Well, just like normal only I get to watch you and you get to watch me. So I get to watch you watching me watching you." Freddie said feeling a little giddy he repositioned his camera revealing his boxer briefs that he wore. They were already tented a little which made Lucas's cock stir.

"Okay." Lucas pulled his shirt off and rubbed his hands down the front of his body. "Is that okay?"

"Yeah, oh yeah that's good. Keep doing that." Freddie groaned pulling and his cock from outside of his briefs. Freddie waiting until Lucas stood up and slowly dropped his jeans and pushed his boxers down around his thighs before he kicked off his own briefs. "Lucas I didn't really look before, when you were here. Wow, you're amazing."

"Thanks baby. Look all you want." Lucas teased a hand over his cock looking at Freddie as well. He had seen Freddie completely naked before but it was dark because they were supposed to be sleeping. So now he had a good look at Freddie and he was really amazed. He felt like he could come just by seeing Freddie. If he had any doubts about his sexuality before they were gone now. He wanted to be there with Freddie. He wanted to be the one touching Freddie. "Touch yourself, look at me and imagine we're together, I'm touching you."

Freddie nodded quickly taking his cock in his hands and stroking it long and firm. It wasn't hard imagining that Lucas was there doing it. It was a common theme to what he dreamt about, but being able to see Lucas there in front of him. It made it so real. It would be better if Lucas was there physically he knew that, but it was close enough. "Okay are you imagining me? Are you thinking about me touching you? Making you come. I want you to come all over your hand, then seal it up in an envelope and mail it to me."

"Really?" Lucas asked looking from Freddie's hands and cock to his face. He liked looking at Freddie's face. It was easier for him to tell how much Freddie was enjoying himself. It was written all over his face.

"No." Freddie shook his head. "I don't want dried come thanks. But pretend you can send it to me hot and sticky."

"Mmm okay. I'll think about getting it all over your face."

"Down my chin?" Freddie asked.

"Yeah, I got some in your hair. Can you taste it on your lips?"

Freddie licked his lips and imagined he could. He hadn't tasted Lucas's before but he had licked his fingers once. So he assumed it would be mostly like that. "It tastes so good. Salty."

"Yeah. You're still hard though huh? Keep licking. I'll take care of it." Lucas's breath became erratic. He was really getting into this scene they created with their words, looking at Freddie the real Freddie helped too. He was getting close and he knew it. It didn't matter though they had tomorrow too and maybe later tonight if they weren't too exhausted.

"Yeah what are you going to do?" Freddie asked.

"Right now, I'm licking your nipples." Lucas said. Freddie licked his finger tips and squeezed his nipples flicking them until they were hard. "Yeah just like that."

"Now that your nipples are hard I place hurried kisses down to your cock."

"Hurried kisses?" Freddie tilted his head. "This isn't a trashy novel."

"Yeah, but I have to get to your cock some how. Don't you feel my hand on it?"

"Uh-huh." Freddie groaned lying his head back down on the chair. "So close."

Lucas stared at Freddie's wanton appearance. It drove him crazy his ball tightened up close to his body and he let lose with a cry. Freddie opened his eyes at the noise and followed him. The sight of Lucas coming in front of him, because of him pushed him over the top.

"Whoa." Freddie panted leaning his head on the back on the bed. Lucas had his head on his desk. He wanted just to roll over and go to sleep. It would be a bit awkward just to start talking again. Freddie rolled over and checked on iCarly. At least it was something to do. The show was off so Sam had figured out how to turn it off. She wasn't over here so that was good. Freddie set his pear computer on his desk chair. He grabbed some tissues and cleaned off his stomach and hands. Lucas was doing the same on his end. "I'll see you tomorrow?"

"Uh huh, you going to pass out?"

"Yeah. My legs and arms feel like jello. I just want to curl up." Freddie agreed.

"Why thank you." Lucas smiled. "Night baby boy."

"Night Lucas." Freddie muttered.

"Don't forget Saturday!" Lucas called before signing off. Freddie smiled barely having the energy to turn the light off before curling up in bed.

A/N: If anyone has some fun secrets that Freddie and Lucas can use in their video project go ahead and let me know. If you need an example of what the video is about look up "Dirty Little Secret" video. Of course Freddie and Lucas will have tons of secrets. I have a few for them but if you have anything then you can suggest that too. The next episode after the iLook Alike episode is iWant my Website Back. I think Lucas will make an appearance in that where he didn't in the actual episode. Maybe he can dress up like an old woman instead. This story will also probably reference the episodes after that one iMake Sam Girlier and iGo Nuclear. I think I'll save iDate a Bad Boy and beyond for another story though.