There's a difference between being lonely and being alone.I'm not alone- I have my brother , I knew many people in my old town... and yet I feel this fear... fear of telling people how I feel... I guess I'm just ashamed of my feelings... this is killing me...all I ever wanted was to have someone in my life who understands me ,but to truly understand someone you must go through the same pain as him... In my case it's the pain of losing everyone you've ever loved.
The loss of almost my whole family was what made me and my older brother leave our home and go live in Sweet amoris town.I can't lie... it's not easy to just abandon my home - the place where I've had so many good moments with my family... But in this place once filled with happy memories now I see the horror written on the faces of my parents as my older sister stabbed them both .
They couldn't even believe what was happening... Derek-my older brother was still out with his friends in that time...When he came home he found the dead bodies of Jane-my mother Marcus-my father and Juliet-the psycho bitch who killed them both. You're asking yourselves why? She came home after 2 years of living on her own asking for money,which mum and dad didn't give her because they knew she'd just go and buy herself alcohol or worse-drugs... after she stabbed them she left the knife on the floor and looked at me, then she picked the knife up and tried to stab me in the chest,but got my arm instead... she thought I was in too much pain to move and decided to leave me there -bleeding to death...but when she turned around to leave I got up and got her in the back...
I fell to the floor not believing what I just did...That 's when my brother came in and he almost fainted when he saw all the blood ,not to mention the bodies of our parents and Juliet. He called the police and took care of my wound. I admitted killing Juliet,but explained it was self defense . I didn't get in jail, but I still feel responsible for the deaths of my parents and sister,which is the biggest punishment I could ever get.
Sooo I kust noticed when I publish something I lise half the stuff I've written
HOW THE HELL?
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