*Note* Leah stuff didn't happen*
"Callie are you kidding me..." She goes on and on.
I can't focus on her words. She cheated on me. Those lips kissed someone else. Someone else saw her naked.
"Calliope?" She asks, snapping me out of my day dream.
"What?" I snap, venom in my voice the surprises both of us.
I watch as her face goes from concerned to stone. I can't even guess what she is think about.
"Nothing." She turns on her heal and goes to the bathroom.
I know she wanted to slam it, but Sofia is having a bad week, she was sick Monday and Tuesday so her sleeping schedule has been off all week. I sigh and go to our bedroom, getting some clothes.
"Are you sleeping at Mark's again?" She asks for the doorway behind me.
"Yeah."
I turn around. She is so beautiful. Her black shorts showing off her ass and her blue tank top bringing out her eyes.
"Callie." She sighs, walking over to where I am standing.
"Arizona. Don't." I warn, my gut clinching.
"Calliope" She whispers.
"No." I move past her, "You don't get to Calliope me. You cheated. You had sex with someone else. You let someone else touch you. You did that. Not me. So no. You don't get to Calliope me." I snap, "I'll be over in the morning." I add, walking out and over to Mark's... Once again.
"Callie, you guys need to talk." Addison reasons through the phone.
"If we talk I'm going to cry and then I'll wake Sofia up and we won't be able to talk anymore." I reason.
"Take her to Meredith's. Simple fix." Addison points out.
"Yeah but-"
"No. Now you are just trying to get out of it. Go find Grey and talk to her. ASAP Torres." Addison orders before the beep of my phone lets me know she hung up.
I sigh and put my phone back in my pocket and go off to find Meredith.
"I've been looking all over for you." I sigh as I walk into OR two.
"I've been here all day. What's up?" She asks glancing up at me from the child on her table.
"Sofia is going to stay with Grey tonight." I say.
"May I ask why?" She goes back to whatever she is doing.
God she's so beautiful.
"We need to talk." I mumble.
Her eyes shoot up, locking with mine.
"We do?"
Alex shifts uncomfortably as the air changes around us.
"I'll see you at home." I say, walking out.
Nobody needs to know anything but us.
"Hey baby girl" I smile to my daughter as I walk into day care.
"Hi Mami." She smiles up at me, some how she got Arizona's smile.
"Guess what is happening tonight?" I ask as I sit down next to her.
"Movie night?" She asks, her eyes lighting up.
"Close, you're having a sleep over at Zola's. I bet if you ask Uncle Derek really nice he'll let you watch a movie." I say with a smile.
"Okay Mami. Is Mama coming too?"
"No sweetheart, Mama is fixing a little boy right now. She won't be done until after you have left. I know she's sorry." I kiss the top of her dark locks.
"I wanna see Mama." She says, her dark eyes connecting with mine, tears in them.
"Okay baby. You can come and see her for a minute, but then you have to come back here and wait for Meredith or Derek, okay?" I give in, how could I not?
"Okay Mami." She smiles again.
"Okay lets go then." I say, standing up and taking her by the hand.
"There she is Sof, you see her?" I ask, pointing down at her Mama.
"Mama!" She yells, running forward to the glass.
I push the little button so that we can be heard.
"Hey someone wanted to see you." I say.
I watch as Arizona looks up, a sparkle grows in her eyes when she sees Sof.
"Hey pretty girl." She says.
"Hi Mama." Sofia presses against the glass, trying to see her mom even better.
"You're going over to Zola's tonight? That sounds like a lot of fun!" She says, her smile can't be hidden under the mask.
"Yeah. Mami says if I ask Uncle Derek nice he will let us watch movies." She explains.
I take a seat and watch them talk. Nobody could deny that they love each other. No one could say Arizona isn't a good mom.
I wait a few minutes before I step in.
"Sof we need to let Mama get back to work" I say gently.
"Okay Mami. Bye Mama. I love you." She says, kissing her hand then blowing it to Arizona.
"I love you too baby girl. Have fun tonight." Arizona replys.
If only it was that easy for us to say that.
I take Sofia's hand in mine and take her back down to day care.
I'm pouring myself another glass of wine when I hear the door open. I sigh and pour another one for her. I take them to the living room to find her sitting on the couch rubbing her thigh.
"Thanks." She whispers as I set down her glass in front of her.
She continues to rub her thigh, clearly in pain.
"Are you okay?" I ask, sitting down next to her.
"Yeah." She fake smiles at me, I can always tell when it's fake because her dimples don't come out, "I'm just sore."
"Mhm." I roll my eyes, doesn't she know I can tell when she's lying.
"What?" She questions, I guess she saw me roll my eyes.
"Nothing." I snap at her, she should get it.
"Calliope." She sighs.
I look at her, stopping her in her tracks. Whatever she was going to say lost, dead in her throat.
"I'm sorry." She mumbles, looking down at her hands the still rest on her lap.
"Sorry? What the hell am I suppost to do with sorry. I thought we were good! We had just gotten us back. I felt like we made it past the crash. Past the leg. Then you go and do this. You cheat on me. Are you getting back at me for what I did with Mark? We weren't together when I slept with Mark. He was there when you weren't. I was still here when you did this. I've never left." I snap, tears in my eyes.
"Callie please." She says, I can hear the sorrow in her voice.
"I put up with your abuse for months. I waited months for sex. I waited for you, yet she comes along, bats her eyes and you jump into bed with her. Was... Was it not good for you? What... What did I do?" I question, a few tears slipping.
"Callie it wasn't you. It was me. I was stupid. I just..."
"You just what?" I spit, my sadness turning to anger, "You know, if it was a guy I could understand a bit more. You see with a guy, you can just lay there and that be it, but with a woman... With a woman you have to be there for it. You have to be feeling her. Touching her. She has to touch you. She feels you places nobody... It's a two way thing. You decided to do it. You put effort into it." I say.
"Really Callie? You're saying it's worse because it's a girl? I have slept with a lot of girls Callie. So many I don't have to put the so called effort in it. I don't even remember it Callie! I did decide to do it. I won't argue that, but after I locked the door, I don't remember anything else. I didn't make love to her. I don't love her! It was just sex. Callie I will never do it again." She defends.
I look at her. Tears in her eyes. She did wrong.
Next thing I know I'm kissing her.
Not a little peck. No, I'm forcing my tongue in her mouth. I'm feeling her breasts through her shirt. I pull back just long enough to rid her of her top before going back to kissing her. I feel her hands on my hips, touching me, touching me like she touched someone else.
I grab her hands and force them behind her head.
"These stay." I order, glaring into her eyes, daring her to say anything.
She nods, eyes darken with lust.
I look over her body. Her abs move as she breaths. Her pale breasts fighting against the bra she has on. I slip a hand down her pants. Her hips arch to me, a reflex.
"So wet." I mumble as I slip a finger through her folds.
She moans, hips bucking for more.
I want to mark her, so she'll know she's mine. Nobody else can have her.
I bite her neck, more than enough to bruise, but not enough to break the skin.
"Shit." She mumbles.
I gently kiss the spot. I don't want to hurt her... That badly.
I plunge a finger into her core as I bite the other side of her neck.
"Callie"
That's right. You say my name.
I curl my finger, hitting that spot inside her that only I know.
"Calliope. Oh fuck." She arches into me.
I use my free hand to undo her bra while creating a rhythm inside of her. Her pink nipples are standing, waiting for me. Only me.
I take one in my mouth, sucking and twirling my tongue around it at the same time before I do the same to the other.
"That's gunna... It's gunna... Leave a mark." She chokes out as I go for another round with her beautiful breasts.
"I know." I mumble, adding another finger inside her.
"Callie..." She groans, her hips meeting my pace.
"I know."
She's about to. I graze my thumb over her clit and her body freezes, except for her core, which has my fingers trapped as she clinches and unclinches around me multiple times.
"Callie." She mumbles, reaching out to me.
I slip my hand out of her.
"Calliope?" She questions, her eyes finding mine.
I can feel the tears in my eyes.
"I... I'm sorry." I mumble, looking down as I run out of our apartment and to my dead best friends bed.