The Void Part 1
I found the hole,
But do I dare project myself through?
What if she's happy without me?
What if she doesn't come?
Time to decide;
It's now or never.
Through the hole in the universe
And onto a beach.
There she is,
My perfect Rose.
I've caused her pain,
Forced her to cry.
I promised myself long ago
That I'd never be the source
Of any of her pain and tears,
But I've failed myself…
And failed her.
This is the last time
I'll ever see her face.
Please don't cry,
I just can't bear it.
Her golden hair blows
Across her delicate face,
And her normally excited eyes
Shine with tears and pain.
She told me she loves me,
And I love her too.
I want no one else,
And I'd rather be alone forever
Than replace her as my companion;
My companion
And my love.
I want to tell her how I fell,
But as soon as I say her name,
The hole closes
And I'm alone again.
And I know that my disappearance
Only caused her more pain.
I can't breathe,
Can't move
Can't feel
Anything but sorrow.
I lost my Rose
Before I could say
What I wanted to for so long.
I love her,
I love her,
I love her.
And I lost her.
I haven't cried in a long while,
So I've forgotten how it feels.
But I also remember
Why I'd forgotten in the first place.
We closed the Void forever
And opened a new one
Inside of me.
The Void Part 2
I followed his voice;
Desperate for a remnant
Of the one I fell in love with.
But I'm also afraid;
Afraid I've gone crazy
And that he won't actually be there.
But I was right
And he appeared to me.
To see him again,
But being denied the ability to touch him,
Brings the tears I've been fighting
To spill down my face.
He looks the same
As he has for so long
And I believe I'll never
See that face again.
Please don't leave me,
I don't want to be alone.
For without you,
That's all I really am.
Being with you
Has made me an outcast,
A stranger in this world,
Without someone to understand.
But I chose that path;
A small price to pay
For all the happiness you brought.
I'm crying harder
Than I've ever cried before
Because I don't want this
To be our last meeting.
I tell him
That I love him
And I hope that he returns it.
Maybe I can move on
If I know he loves me back.
He speaks my name,
And I know he's going
To tell me he loves me,
But the hole closes
Before he can finish.
I'm breaking down,
I can't deal with the pain.
I just want to lay here
And cry forever.
But I learned anything
From travelling with The Doctor,
It's to be brave
And carry on.
I went into the Void
And the Void went into me.