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'Words in Bold Italics' character thinking
" " character talking
Ibu Shinji sat on one of the benches within Fudomine's tennis courts. He was waiting. And mumbling to himself. Kamio had gone on a date with Tachibana Ann already, thus the latter was alone.
'…hugged….held hands… sat really close to each other… always stares at me …feel hot all over when near… went on dates… cuddled… increased rate of heartbeat… feel happy…jealous when he talks to others…likes being around him…what else is there? Oh right. Kiss. That's what Okaa-san said. That's what you usually do when one is in love. We did all those except kiss. So am I really in love? Does he love me? It's really so difficult to think about all these things. He says he loves me. But he doesn't kiss me. I think he might be shy. But then again, he never is shy.'
'Ah! He's walking over now. I guess he's done washing up. He looks really good when he is all cleaned up. Not that he doesn't when he is dirty. He just looks better clean. He's standing in front of me. He calls me I think. His lips are moving but I don't hear anything. Buzzing noises maybe. He looks worried. He bends down to my level. He's touching my face.'
"Shinji. Shinji. Shinji are you alright? Answer me please…"
'Somehow, I can't answer him. I feel so tired. I don't know why I can't hear him but I don't care. Perhaps it has something to do with that car accident a few days ago. But the doctor said that I was alright except for some scratches. He was there too. He heard it as well. Kamio-kun heard it too. But then again, they might have heard more. The doctor talked to them privately when I was outside the examination room. At least that's what I think. Either that or the doctor was wrong. They are after all also human.'
"Shinji…Please don't scare me. Tell me what's wrong. Say something."
'He looks even worse now. He looks scared as well as worried. Perhaps I could try to say something. Maybe that way he won't be so anxious. I don't like seeing him like this. He is usually so strong and resilient. It makes me feel so bad when he gets angry or when he is sad. Just like the other time when I accidentally hurt Echizen-kun and he got me to apologize but I didn't do it properly. I feel even more tired now. I should at least attempt to say something before I fall asleep. What should I say? I usually tell him everything. Ah, souka... '
"I feel….so…so…so… (small yawn) so tired. Kippei… "
'I said something…I can sleep now. I think he won't mind if I sleep now. He won't. I don't think so…'
"Shinji, please don't sleep. The doctor said you might be dieing if you just sleep like this. So please, don't sleep. I don't want you to leave me. Not now…not ever…I beg you Shinji. I love you so much."
'I can't sleep if you keep shaking me Kippei. Perhaps you don't want me to sleep. But I know you would not deprive me of sleep so that can't be true. I am really really tired right now. So please let me slee…sleep? You kissed me. No wait, you are kissing me. On the lips. But why? I don't understand. But it does not matter. Now I know you truly love me. Just like Okaa-san said. That's wonderful. Wonderful….'
Shinji slid of the bench slowly right into his lover's arms. His eyes were closed in an enchanted sleep. His face an enticing serene image. "Shinji? Shinji?" Tachibana Kippei's quiet voice echoed through the empty courts. It spoke of anguish and a suffocating sorrow.
'Kippei… I love you. I love you too. More than you'll ever know.'
Okaies. It is finally done. I hope you like it.I am very sorry if you don't. PLEASE REVIEW I BEG YOU!!!!!
