The
End of Draco Malfoy
Author:
vegetasbubble
at livejournal // nightmareintoxicated
PG
Summary:
Hermione
Granger gets a visit one stormy night from Blaise Zabini with
dreadful news- the boy she used to love all those years ago at
Hogwarts, Draco Malfoy, is dying.
Authors
Notes:
I cried while I wrote this, so people know. It's a bit of a tear
jerker.
Character
Ages: All
characters are about twenty five years old.
Disclaimer:
I do not own Harry Potter or any of the characters involved in this
fan fiction.
Warnings:
This does take place after DH and does talk about characters from the
Epilogue of DH but takes place before said chapter.
Hermione Granger was dusting in the lounge room. Over photo frames of her wedding, of Harry's and Ginny's engagement party three weeks ago, of the photo of her, Ron and Hugo and herself just days after she delivered her bouncing baby boy. Smiling to herself, she looked over at the play crib her six month old son was playing in, smiling to herself about how happy she was.
At that moment, Ron was still working at the Auror office with Harry, while Hermione was on maternity leave. As much as she hated not working, she loved spending time with Hugo, going out for walks with him in a small stroller. Ginny sometimes tagged along to see how Hermione did it. The fact that Ginny was pregnant and expecting made Hermione smile.
As she put the duster down, the twenty four year old mother heard a knock on the front of her door. Picking up Hugo and holding him against her side, she walked through the lougeroom, through the hallway and to the door to find the one person she never thought she would seen the other side.
Dark skinned, black haired, Italian born Blaise Zabini stood opposite the brown haired witch, rugged up in a black leather jacket, gloves and trousers. The snow was in his hair and it looked like he had been standing outside the door for a long amount of time. Hermione gasped, seeing him for the first time in nearly 7 years. She and Blaise had been somewhat friends at Hogwarts, studying together in the library late at night, talking quietly on the Hogwarts Express. All that changed when the War started and Blaise disappeared, most likely leaving so that he would not be killed.
"Hey," he said, his eyes showing
signs of sadness and aging.
"Blaise...what a surprise,"
she replied, holding the babbiling Hugo on her hip. Hugo looked up at
the dark haired man in his view. And smiled. "Hugo likes
you."
"Ron's always talking about him," Blaise
said, and when he saw Hermione's confused look, he smiled, "Oh.
I just started at the Ministry about three months ago. Sports
Department. I have lunch with him and Harry."
"Oh. Well,
I'm guessing you're here to see me. Seeing as though those two are at
work right now."
"Yeah," he said, as she let him in
and closed the door behind him. "I don't know...how to say this.
I don't even know if you want to hear it."
"What? Has
something happened? Are Harry and Ron okay?" Hermione
gasped.
"No, no. Its not them. Hermione...Draco's in the
hospital."
For a moment Hermione was still. Frozen with
those four words circling about her head. With her free hand she
slapped Blaise straight across the face, her tears beginning to swell
in her eyes. Blaise's head snapped to the side with the force of her
slap stinging his cheek.
"Don't you...come here and talk to
me about HIM. Especially after what happened. Anyway, you're
lying!"
"Hermione," said Blaise, holding his now
red cheek, "Draco's in the hospital." He said it
again.
"The...the hospital? Why?" she said, finally
believing her old friend.
"They've told us that his heart is
weak. Its been weak ever since the War," Blaise replied, "he
took a curse to the chest pretty hard and he's never recovered from
it. They've told us...that he...that he might die."
"Don't
you say that! Draco's not going to die! He's to strong for
that...he's...he's Draco friggen' Malfoy for Merlin's sake.
Blaise..."
Blaise turned and opened the door to her house
once more.
"I'm going to go and see him at the hospital.
Did...did you wanna come? It would mean a lot to him, I'm
sure."
Hermione sniffed, a stray tear now falling down her
cheek and onto Hugo's head. the baby cooed.
"Yes...yes of
course. Is...Is it okay if I bring Hugo?"
"I'm pretty
sure Draco won't mind," Blaise replied, smiling, "He loves
kids."
"Thanks. I'll just grab our coats."
Fifteen
minutes later, Hermione and Blaise arrived at St Mungo's hospital,
down the hallway from Draco's room. Hermione had sent an own to Ron,
telling him about the situation and where to find her that afternoon.
Afterwards, she had dressed Hugo in a coat, grabbed herself one and
flooed with Blaise to the hospital.
"Are you okay?"
Blaise asked, holding her hand. Hermione smiled and
nodded.
"Yeah...its just been so long. I haven't seen him
since the War and I don't know what has happened to him."
"He
married, about three years ago. Narcissa made him marry this French
woman after Draco had a fling with her and got her pregnant. His
mother said she wouldn't have her first Malfoy grandchild born a
bastard so Draco had to marry Phillipa."
"He has a
baby?" Hermione asked.
"A son. Scorpious." Hermione
smiled. A baby Draco.
"And the mother?" she asked
Blaise as they now stood outside his room.
"She died in
childbirth," Blaise replied, "He's been raising Scorpious
alone for the last three years. Cute little tyke. He's in there now,
with his father and grandmother."
"What happened to
Lucius?"
"After the War, Lucius went mad and ended up
throwing a killing curse towards Narcissa, just missing her. Draco
was so angry at his father that he sent a killing curse at him,
hitting him straight in the chest. He died. Draco wasn't charged or
anything, because it was self-protection," Blaise finished. He
looked at the door, then to Hermione.
"Ready?" Hermione
nodded and Blaise opened the door.
The moment Hermione entered
the room her eyes fell in a three year old young boy, with bright
blonde hair, playing on the floor with building blocks with another
boy, about five.
"Hermione, that's my son, Kyle,"
Blaise said, smiling and taking Hermione's jacket from her, as well
as Hugo's. Smiling at the boys, Hermione then looked over at the bed,
where Draco lay, with his eyes half open and his mother sitting next
to the bed, her eyes red from crying.
"Hey," Draco half
moaned, half croaked. Hermione smiled and walked over to the bed,
Hugo still babbiling. She bent down and kissed Draco's forehead,
smiling at him. "Wow, didn't expect that."
Half
laughing, Hermione sat on the edge of his bed, and looked over him.
His hair was messy, dishelved and faintly turning grey at the roots.
Only 25 years old and already getting grey hair. Hermione laughed a
little. His skin was a lot paler than it was in school, and his eyes
looks very red.
"That's Hugo?" Draco asked, sitting up
a little and scowling at his mother who fussed over puffing the
pillow.
"Yeah," Hermione replied, sitting Hugo on the
bed where Draco could hold the little boy's hand. "He's very
small. He has your nose."
"Thankyou," she replied.
Narcissa patted Hugo's head calling him a cutie before walking over
to her grandchild and Blaise's son. "Blaise...told me.
Draco...I'm...I'm so sorry. I-I wish things were different."
"shh,"
he hushed her, "Hermione, I would never change anything in my
life. Nothing at all. Especially not the time I spent with you at
Hogwarts."
"Does Blaise know?" she asked him. "Is
that why he came to get me?"
"Blaise has been my best
friend since I was five," he replied, "I tell him
everything. I told him about the first time I kissed a girl- Pansy in
second year behind the Quidditch shed. The first time I slept with a
girl- fifth year, with a Ravenclaw. And the first time I fell in
love- with you, in sixth year. So of course he knows everything. He
even knows that I wish I hadn't married Phillipa. Because I was still
in love with you."
Just hearing those words leave his
mouth, Hermione gasped. Quickly, she picked up Hugo, grabbed her
jacket from the chair it rested on and ran out of the room. Running
as fast as she could, Hermione finally reached the front doors, and
pushing them open, she took a massive breath of cold winter air as
she stepped outside. As soon as she did, the tears ran freely down
her face.
"Hermione!" Turning, she saw Blaise running
towards her, holding Hugo's jacket. Gasping at the thought of her
baby getting cold, she pulled him closer to her. Blaise finally
reached her and handed her the jacket, which she put straight on
Hugo. "Where are you going?"
"I can't...I just
can't be there right now."
"But he needs us. You most of
all."
"I can't see him like that," Hermione yelled,
looking away from Blaise, "he's twenty five and he looks eighty.
He's dying every second and I can't force myself to see him. And when
he told me he still loves me. Do you know how much that hurts! I have
never stopped loving him Blaise. I loved him through the War; I loved
him when I got married. Hell, I even loved him when I had Hugo. My
entire relationship with Ron has been a farce because I have been in
love with another man."
"I know its tough alright,"
Blaise said, his hands coming to rest on her shoulders, "but we
have to be tough right now."
"But what are we supposed
to do?" Hermione snapped. "Keep standing in that room
making small talk. Believing that he's not going to die and leave our
lives."
"Look," Blaise said, getting angry, "as
hard as you think it is for you, imagine how hard it is for him. I've
known him my whole life. Its hard for me too, its hard for his
mother- its hard for his bloody son, who's going to be growing up not
knowing his father."
"I just can't Blaise," said
Hermione, turning and walking away.
"Hermione, you can't
leave!"
"I'm not the one leaving, he is!" Hermione
snapped, before apperating away.
Blaise walked back into the
hospital room, seeing Scorpius on his father's lap showing him a
finger painting he did with Kyle.
"Look dada," said
Scorpious, "that's you! And that's the pretty lady."
Blaise smiled at his godson before walking over to the bed.
"Scorp,
I need to talk to your daddy, can you go play with Kyle for a little
bit?" he asked.
"Sure Uncle Blaise," Scorpius
replied, hopping down from the bed and moving back to Kyle and his
grandmother. Blaise sat on the bed next to Draco. He took Draco's
hand in his, the power of their friendship truly showing.
"I'll
look after him Drake," whispered Blaise, "I promise. To
you."
Draco smiled and squeezed his hand.
"Thanks
mate," he replied, "Did you find Hermione?"
"Yeah...she
had to go. I think it's too much for her. I...I seriously think she
still loves you."
Draco smiled.
A healer appeared in the
doorway and knocked quietly.
"Visiting hours are over folks,"
she said, "We'll have to ask you to leave."
Blaise
nodded and looked down at his friend once more.
"Things will
get better mate," he said, squeezing his hand once more, "I
promise."
"Thanks," Draco replied. Blaise lent down
and kissed his best friend's forehead before standing up and calling
Scorpius over. "Time to say goodbye to Daddy, Scorp."
"Back
tomorrow?" the three year old asked. Blaise quickly looked at
Draco who nodded and then answered, "Of course Scorp. Come on,
hug Daddy goodbye."
Hermione opened the door to her house
and sighed. She hung her coat up in the hallway closet before making
her way into the kitchen to get Hugo some lunch. She was surprised to
find Ron, Harry and Blaise sitting at the table, Scorpius and Kyle
eating sandwiches.
"Hey honey," Ron said, "come sit
down." Hermione sat down next to her husband, still clutching
Hugo to her chest.
Ron took Hugo from her and Harry passed
Hermione a cup of tea.
"We need to talk to you about
Draco," Blaise said, "we...we have to start arranging a
funeral."
"What?" Hermione whispered, "A...A
funeral? But...we don't even know if he's going to die yet."
Blaise
sighed and took her hand across the table. "I spoke with the
doctor. They're giving him about another week. His breathing is
getting worse; he can't stay awake that long and his heart is taking
to long to constantly beat. I'm sorry Hermione."
Ron touched
his wife's hand.
"Blaise told us Hermione," said Ron,
"about your relationship with him. And I'm not angry with you.
It was a long time ago and I know you still harbour feelings. It's
alright. If he's going to die, then you need to let him know how you
feel about him. Things won't change. We'll still be a family. Me, you
and Hugo. I love you Mione, and if there are things you need to do
before he passes, then so be it."
"Thankyou Ron,"
whispered Hermione.
Two days later, Hermione walked into St
Mungo's Hospital alone, making her way towards Draco's room. A smile
upon her face and a song in her heart, as the cliché went, she
opened the door to his room.
"Draco, I love you."
But
what reached her was silence. Finally looking at the room, she saw it
was empty. All the flowers and cards were gone, all the pictures
Scorpius had drawn him were no longer around the bed. And the bed.
No
more Draco.
"What...?"
Blaise walked into the room,
tears in his eyes.
"He...he just stopped breathing," he
whispered, his hand resting on her shoulder "And it was
over."
"But...I didn't get to see him," she
whispered, tears running down her face, "I didn't get to say
goodbye. I..I didn't get to tell him that...that I loved him."
Blaise
pulled her into a hug, and felt her tears fall and wet his shirt, but
he didn't care.
"Did he say anything," she asked,
"before he died?"
Blaise placed his hand in her hair,
"He just said, 'Tell Hermione, I love her.' And then he was
gone."
The funeral for Draco Lucius Malfoy was held four days later. Hermione and Ron went, along with Harry and Ginny. Blaise met them there with Narcissa, who held Scorpius in her arms who hadn't stopped crying. Hermione couldn't bring Hugo, it was to sad, but she asked Narcissa if she could hold Scorpius and Narcissa said she wouldn't have it any other way. Through the service, Scorpius held onto Hermione, crying softly into her black coat, Blaise sitting next to her explained that he would be adopting Scorpius himself.
When she was asked to speak about Draco, Hermione declined the offer, having her own private service in her heart.As the service ended and everyone went home, Hermione said she needed a minute by herself and made her way from the church to his grave. Looking upon the grave site, she read the beautiful message:
Here
lies Draco Lucius Malfoy
Born:
June 5th 1980- Died: December 19th 2002
Beloved
Father, Son and FriendLooking
down at the grave and the white dove carved into the tombstone and
thinking to herself that Draco was under the very ground she was
standing on-dead and cold- made Hermione fall to her knees and cry.
She couldn't stop crying. All those years of torture, then finally
finding love in the one boy she never thought possible, then loosing
him all over again. She didn't hear Blaise come up behind her until
she felt his hand on her shoulder. He knelt down beside her, holding
her to his chest, letting her cry her sorrows.
For once in her
life, Hermione wasn't a mother, or a Gryffindor, or one third of
the Golden Trio.
She was Hermione Granger- a woman who had just
lost the love of her life.
Finsniff sniff I am truly sorry I killed off Draco. Buts its just a fic I HAD to write. You guys are never gonna believe me, but I actually got the idea to write this story after I watched the saddest episode of South Park. yes you read right, South Park! It was the episode where Kenny died. Its called, funny enough, "Kenny dies." If you haven't seen the episode I suggest you do. Just visit the episode is in season 5. I hope you guys enjoyed this story. Please don't ask for a sequel/second chapter. I don't think I could handle it. goes off into corner and cries like a baby
