A/N: Hello Wonderlandiswheretheshipsare is here. It's been a long time since i've uploaded anything and my first time posting to the FMA fandom. This is an Edwin fic that I have had in my head forever but finally decided to write it and post it in honor of FMA day. I do not own FMA or the song Kiss It All Better. If I did I would be rich and wouldn't have to work. Anyways enjoy!
Edward Elric was sitting his cell. The little nine by three cell is not helping the images he keeps seeing. He lays on his bed hoping that the cover of sleep will provide some sort of relief for him. But the moment he closes his eyes he sees it all again. The smoking gun and Scar the coward who ran. But the worst part in his arms is Winry. The bleeding love of his life. He can hear her last words just as clear now as when they left her mouth. She was crying and she looked him dead in the eyes and said. "Kiss it all better i'm not ready to go…" Ed was rocking back and forth whispering that it was all her fault. If he had just let Winry shoot Scar when she had the chance this wouldn't have happened. She put her hand on his cheek. "It's not your fault love you didn't know...you didn't know." She whispered with her last breath.
He shuddered at the memory. He remembers how her hands were cold. Colder than they had ever been. He fought the tears as he kissed her face laying her down. "Everything will be alright." As he turned away fighting the tears that built in his eyes. He noticed the gun the gun and his rage grew inside. He ran over and took the thing in his hands. "I'll avenge my lover tonight." He said and took off running Winry's last words playing over and over in his mind. "Kiss it all better i'm not ready to go. It's not your fault love you didn't know...You didn't know."
What happened next happened in a flash to Ed. He found Scar and before the man could even blink or try to defend himself Edward shot him in the back managing to hit his heart killing him instantly. Roy came a few minutes later and put Ed into handcuffs frowning. Now he sits behind prison bars 25 to life and she's not in his arms. Then Ed felt like he could have brought Winry back with a bullet to the heart in the back of a man who tore his world apart. He holds onto a memory. All that day and Winry was and will ever be is a memory. He cries "Stay with me until I fall asleep stay with me." He whispered over and over again.
Though little did he know that even if Winry was dead her spirit couldn't bear to leave him. She heard his pleas and sat on the bed with him. She frowned as she watched him knowing she had to leave soon. Even if he couldn't hear her she still spoke to him. "Kiss it all better. I'm not ready to go." She said and stood up kissing his cheek. "It's not your fault love you didn't know...You didn't know." She whispered and felt herself being pulled away from him. She vanished but not before wishing that he could just be happy and forgive himself for what happened to her that day.