Sad Songs Chapter 1: Quitter: The Toadies, a teen titans fanfic

Sad Songs – Colloction of Oneshot Songfics

Quitter

Author: El Queso de Melicioso

Series: Teen Titans

Genres: Romance/Horror

Rated: M for language, violence, and non-discriptive rape… so if you get off on that kind of thing, too bad for you, 'cause I'll never write a descriptive rape scene! Never!

Summary: Beast Boy hurts Raven in a momentary loss of control causing her to flee the tower and seek solace in a complete stranger. But, is he really all he seems, or is there something far more sinister afoot?

A/N: Okay, this one's mostly from the POV of Raven and BB, with a quick glance into the sick and twisted mind of Greg(you'll see). This story is to the tune of Quitter by The Toadies. It's an extremely disturbing song, hence the extremely disturbing fic. Just so you know, I'm not all that good at serious stuff, so don't hate me!

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Beast Boy's POV

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I don't know why, but I woke up feeling slightly edgy. I didn't think anything of it at first, but I soon realized that something needed to be done.

I was walking down the hall and slammed into Raven, like we seem to do so very often. This pissed me off for some unknown reason, but I just held my annoyance in. I reached out to help Raven up, but she just pushed my hand aside and stood up on her own. Now that, I couldn't ignore. I just blew. My vision seemed to get a slightly reddish tint, and I flung out at her, my fist colliding squarely with her cheek. Now, any previous emotions were replaced by shock. I backed up a couple steps before turning and running.

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Raven's POV

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He hit me… he hit me! What the fuck's wrong with him? He hit me! I don't know why, but it really hurt. It wasn't even the strongest of punches, but something about it really hurt. I felt my emotions slowly break free from my control and knew that I had to get out of the tower… before I destroyed something.

At a Lake Somewhere in the City

I had been flying for quite some time, trying to find somewhere I could go and calm down. But, no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't stop thinking about how Beast Boy had hit me. We had collided in the hall, and all I had done was decline his aid in standing… and he hit me.

Eventually, I found myself nearing a pleasant looking lake. This might be a nice place to figure things out. I landed near the bank and began to walk slowly along until I came across a little dock. I stepped out onto it and approached the edge. For awhile, I just stared out over the vast lake. It was beautiful, but I just couldn't get over… the incident. I began to think back, over the events of the past few months.

Now that I think about it, things between Beast Boy and me have been moving at a downward spiral lately. It seems like it started right around the time when we returned from fighting the Brotherhood of Evil to find Terra's statue crumbled. Maybe he had a reason for being so distant lately. Hell, he was even rivaling me! He'd been spending more time in his room, which bngs up another disturbing thought. The last time I got a peek in there, I noticed that it was… clean! I mean, it wasn't perfect, but the piles of things that I had honestly begun to think were living were gone. His bed was made. But, the strangest part was when I saw all of BB's Terra memorabilia in the trash when it was my turn to take it out. But, I guess that I shouldn't complain about that. If he's finally getting over her, who am I to complain? But, even with all that, who does he think he is, hitting me like that?

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Greg's POV

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Oh my god… she's amazing! That hair, that strange yet beautiful complexion… I must have her…

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Raven's POV

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I felt a shiver run up my spine as I felt a presence draw near. I turned quickly, entering a slightly defensive stance. But, when I saw the person, I quickly calmed. He was tall and skinny, possibly thinner than Beast Boy. He had dirty-blonde hair and was wearing a basic flannel shirt with a pair of blue jeans. I don't know what it was, but he let off a relaxing aura. Although I would normally never even talk to some random person on the street, due to my emotional imbalance, I broke that habit.

"Um…hi?" I said slowly and in a questioning tone. He smiled slightly at me and walked over to stare out at the lake too.

"So, what brings a pretty girl like you out here at this hour?" he asked me in a smooth almost buter-like voice. I fell for it instantly.

"Nothing really" I replied with a shrug. "Just some… family trouble."

"Ah…" he began. "I know exactly what yer' talkin' about. I can't stand my old folks sometimes."

"Yeah well, my family's probably nothing like yours… neither one…" I muttered, beginning to feel my barriers fall.

"Ya' wanna talk about it?" he asked, seeming to be honestly concerned.

I turned to look at him suspiciously, but when I saw the soft smile upon his face, I melted instantly.

Make up your mind

"Maybe we could take a walk, possibly find somewhere more private to sit?"

"I guess… I don't have anything better to do…"

Decide to walk with me

Around the lake tonight

By…my…side

We walked for awhile. I began to tell him everything… or at least, an edited version of everything. I didn't want to go into the whole "super hero" thing. As my story drew to a close, I sighed with relief. Maybe Star's right. Maybe talking does help. After a little while, I began to notice a boat house a couple yards in the distance. "Where are we going?"

"I live in that boathouse over there, and there's a relatively private place to sit around the other side" he replied.

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Greg's POV

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Almost there! This is too easy! I would've expected far more from the great Raven of the Teen Titans. But, she's just another girl, looking for someone to talk to… just a little further.

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Beast Boy's POV

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"So, that's really it?" I asked Cyborg, a tad uncertain at the simplicity of the situation. Apparently, the Beast just got a little screwy and I just needed a "booster shot" for the vaccine. So, now I'm apparently fine and go and apologize to Raven.

"Yep, dude" Cyborg replied with a big fat smile.

I nodded my thanks and got up to leave and find Raven. But, I quickly noticed that she wasn't in the tower. I began to get nervous. It's not safe to be out this late at night! I quickly found the exit from the tower the Raven had been to most recently and began to follow the faint scent trail that she had left behind her. If it weren't for her lavender shampoo, the scent might have already faded due to the fact that it was in the air.

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Raven's POV

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We soon reached the boathouse and began to circle around it. I don't know why, but I was more comfortable around Greg than anybody else in my life.

I'm not gonna lie

I'll not be a gentleman.

Behind the boathouse

I'm gonna show you my dark secret.

What I saw when we reached the other side, made me gasp slightly. So, that's what I've been smelling for the last few minutes. The grass on this side was strewn with small patches of dried blood. I began to back up, but felt a hand grasp my wrist. I turned to see Greg, his previous sweet smile turned into a malicious grin. Oh, how one can turn so very ugly with a simple change in facial expression.

"Azarath Metri-" was all I could get out before my mouth was covered by a strip of tape. Tape? When'd he get tape?

I was shoved down onto a clean spot on the lawn and felt him flip me over. I stared up into his eyes… those eyes… formerly holding such care, now empty and cold.

He began to tear off my leotard and cloak. It took far less time for him to take it off than I had ever expected. Suddenly regaining my senses, I began to struggle with everything I had. Bu I soon stopped when I felt something hard being pressed against my neck.

"Stay still, and your spot just might stay pure" he said. I stopped moving and forced myself to calm down. I closed my eyes and beg to chant my mantra in my mind. I pulled myself from my body in an attempt at an astral projection. Yes! It's working!

In astral form, I began to fly back to the tower. I suddenly stopped when I saw Beast Boy looking around with a disheartened look on his face. Apparently, he's lost my scent, I thought suddenly remembering what he had done.

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Beast Boy's POV

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I stopped flying suddenly. It was gone. I'd lost her scent… or at least I couldn't find it over the odd copper-like smell that pervaded the entire area. I decided to land as to plan my next action.

After awhile of no ideas, I flew back into the air and began to look in all directions frantically. I couldn't say exactly why, but I just had to find Raven. Then, I heard a thought enter my mind; follow the scent of blood, it will lead you.

That, of course, revealed what that copper-like smell had been all along. It was blood! I quickly ran in the direction in which it was the strongest.

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Raven's POV

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Having obtained the help I needed, I flew back to where my body was to see what was happening to it. What I saw would have sent a shiver down my back, had my back been a physical entity. That pervert was pulling my limp body toward his house, covered in cuts and bruises. I flew back into my body and soon felt the pain overwhelm me.

"Back so soon?" he asked, with no discernable emotion. I didn't respond, which didn't seem to bother him in the slightest. "Good, 'cause now yer gonna be mine fer good."

I'm not gonna lie

I want you for mine

My blushing bride

Be my lover

Be my lover, yeah

I was officially terrified. Whatever he's done to me so far probably wouldn't be anything in comparison to what he's about to.

"If you're thinking that the worst has yet to come, you're right on in that assumption."

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Beast Boy's POV

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I could feel my legs tiring, but I didn't stop. Oh, god Raven! I'm so sorry! I'm sorry I hurt you, and whatever's happening to you right now is all my fault. I could smell the scent growing even stronger. This only pushed me to go even faster.

Don't be afraid

I didn't mean to scare you

So help me, Jesus

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Greg's POV

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Everything's just going so perfectly. I got my "business" done, and now all that's left is my little "deep freeze".

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Raven's POV

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After entering the boathouse, I was dragged toward a door which opened to show the most horrifying thing. There were a good dozen or so girls… seeming to be frozen somehow. Their bodies were perfectly preserved, and I knew what was coming up. Oh, god! Please, Beast Boy! Please help me!

I can promise you

You will stay as beautiful

With dark hair

And soft skin

Forever

He pushed me into the freezer and slammed the door on me.

Forever

I was terrified. It was so cold.

Forever

What if Beast Boy doesn't make it in time, and I freeze to death?

Forever

What if he doesn't make it at all…

Make up your mind

And I promise you

I will treat you well

My sweet angel

So help me, Jesus

I began to scream. I didn't want to die… not here…not now! I heard his voice on the other side of the door. He was looking in through a tiny round window. "Tell me. Do you wanna die?" I was horrified by those words. Nobody could be that sadistic…could they?

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Beast Boy's POV

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I eventually found myself near a boathouse. The scent was strongest here, so I approached the door. What I heard from inside made my blood run cold. "Do you wanna die?" I knocked the door down with one smooth kick and rushed in.

Give it up to me

Do you wanna be

My angel?

So help me

Be my angel

A tall thin man turned to face, with an expression of pure rage on his face. "Who the fuck do you think yo-" he began, but couldn't even finish as I rushed him, slamming his head against the nearest wall, putting him into an extremely dazed state.

I grabbed him by the collar of his flannel and shouted into his face. "Do YOU wanna die? Well, do you!" I threw him across the room muttering about the fact that he is a crazy son of a bitch.

Do you wanna die?

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Raven's POV

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I was so cold, but I now had hope. I heard Beast Boy giving that stupid little fuck a good beating for me. I just hoped that he'd leave him alive, so I could get my turn.

Suddenly, the door opened, nearly torn off its hinges. I ran forward and fell into Beast Boy's arms. He held me and stroked my hair. And just kept saying "I'm sorry, so sorry."

Finally, I tore the strip of tape from my mouth and said "It's…okay…I forgive you." I sent a quick burst of my energy at the bastard in the corner and quickly teleported the both of us all the way back to the tower, back to my room.

When we arrived, I collapsed and Beast Boy carried me to my bed. When I was comfortable, he began to leave, but I grabbed his wrist, stopping him. He turned back to face me. Well, now's probably the best time for this. "Beast Boy, I love you."

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Beast Boy's POV

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It's a strange thing to have your hopes risen to unknown heights and then dashed in an instant. It's a thing that I will call "hope rash" from this day forward. She says she loves me, but that can't be true. She's probably just freaked out by what happened to her and is clinging to the nearest person to her. "No you don't."

"Yes I do!" she virtually screamed, nearly shattering my eardrums. "I have ever since… she broke your heart…"

I inhaled sharply at the comment, but brushed it off. "Okay… but, if this isn't true…"

"I know" she replied with an exasperated sigh. "Don't think I'll ever be messing with you now that I know about your killer left hook." At first, I thought she was serious and just recalling my little accident. But, upon further examination of her expression, I was able to find the joke in her comment.

In a sarcastic voice of my own, I replied "That's funny. You're funny." With that and a roll of my eyes, I leant in and pressed my lips to hers. We just stayed like that for a few seconds before I pulled back.

There was an obvious blush on my face, and I could feel the same results upon my own. "Night Rae" I muttered, turning to leave.

She sat up abruptly. "Where are you going?" she asked in a slightly nervous tone.

I turned back and grinned my trademark grin at her. "You can't seriously think we're gonna sleep together on the first night, do you? We ain't livin' no porno Rae."

She blushed even deeper at that comment, chucking something large and fluffy at my head. As it bounced off and fell to the ground, I caught it in one hand. Looking at the thing closely for a second, a small grin crossed my face.

"Ooh… a giant chicken" I muttered in an eerily convincing imitation of Raven. "I must be the luckiest guy in the world…" With that, I rolled my eyes, tossed the doll over to Raven and finished my trek to the door.

I was out in the hall and just about to shut the door when I stopped. "I'll be right across the hall. You don't have anything to worry about anymore." I took a deep breath. "Pretend that thing's me for now."

I finally turned to face her and saw that she had a wicked grin, easily able to rival one of my own spreading slowly over her face. I was about to ask what she was plotting when she started fondling what would've been the bird's crotch; had it had one, smirking all the while.

"Don't get too frisky now" I mumbled, sliding the door shut and walking toward my room.

As I lay in my bed dozing, I had one thought before drifting into sleep.

I can promise you

I will treat you well

My sweet angel

So help me

Jesus

Jesus…

A/N: Hey, readers! I'm soooooooooo sorry! First of all, I'm sorry for taking so long to put anything up on this site. Any readers of Teen Titans: Video Games Are Fun! can become happy with the knowledge that I'm going to update very, very, very, very, soon. I'm really sorry! I'll explain why I've been gone for so long on said update! And, secondly, I'm sorry for writing something so horribly…HORRIBLE!!! I just wanted to get something written and didn't really care if it was good or not! I'm also writingtwo other oneshots. But, they're not part of this series. I'm not certain when I'll update this series next, whenever I'm entering a state of writer's block or something.