disclaimer-blah blah; JK created harry potter. i really wrote this. blah blah
a/n-i thought i'd write again, lily luna oh heyy! however i really don't wanna mention names or anything in it, so i won't. it'll be if one of us were writting it about ourselves. we talk about ourselves how we see us, not how were "lily went into the forest" well eff that. don't like it then leave the storyyy. kay thank youu. not to be mean but this is how i write. :D reviewwww after you readd :DD you know the drill. sorry for being so longg.
Summary-Lily is fed up. So she's taking it out in a 'journal'. See how she really feels.
I've started thousands and thousands of times. I've written countless works and none are good enough for me. Sure I can be full of it and say they're good.. well they are.. but they aren't worth finishing. They aren't worth my time. Actually not many things are worth my time. I do all of my work last minute, and I mean LAST MINUTE. Who cares about being on time as long as my grades end up looking good, right? Not one boy is worth my time, sure I have crushes but no one is worth wasting my breath over, and I mean NO ONE. If it's not worth I won't do it. So here I sit writing away, something I probably won't even be satisfied with myself.
I don't see why they make us 'write our feelings'. I always hated the essays where new teachers wanted 'to get to know you'. HAH. Bull. Honestly I talk to much to miss in class there is no point in learning that from an essay which is a waste of time on both of our parts. When I'm older I wanna save the world, nothing more nothing less. Not going to lie though, if they graded this it'd be sweet. I know I'd ace it. And then everyone can see I'm really not as full of myself as I appear to be. I'm not even the best at anything, sure I don't think I'm ugly, sure I'm quite athletic, sure I have good grades, and sure I have some pretty fantastic friends but I'M NOT FULL OF MYSELF. Jeesh, I wish some people could get it through their think skulls.
I'm actually a lot meaner than people think I am. Don't get me wrong usually I'm really nice, but I don't HAVE to be. So I won't. I hate when people are like, "Woah, retract the claws!", well eff off and then maybe they won't come out. I have a pretty dirty mind too and I tend to be quite vulgar. Oh well, if you grew up in my family you would too. Not like it bothers me any, it's not my problem. Like seriously just because you have this image of me in your head doesn't mean I'm really like that, so get over it. Kay thanks.
I really hate when people think they know me. You don't. Sorry to have to ruin it for you. Honestly, I don't think half of my best friends even get it. I don't even get it! What's the point in being what everyone molds you into being?! Hah, can we say waste?! Well I can, so I will. WASTE WASTE WASTE. Oh and all this crap about knowing my parents, do I care if you know my parents? No. Do I wanna hear stories about how you used to like my dad? No. Do I care about how my mom acted in school? No. SO DON'T TELL ME!
Seriously dude if the world lived by my rules, it'd be such a better place. I mean I'm not above skipping class every once in a while. Or failing a test or two either. I'm not above clowning on someone or yelling at someone for calling me white. (Although obviously I am.) I'm not above hitting on my hot single friends. I mean hello, hot and single! I'm not above being who people think I'm not. So enlighten yourself baby, because no one is how they seem.