Regret
Regret stabbed at my body from thousands of angles.
Memories
Memories of him pushing my face into the ground and making worms fill my moist mouth.
Love
the only thing I have left of him.
My Heart
something that the chocolate fevered boy stole and locked up in a pin filled bowl he called hands.
Death
the one thing I feared the most would happen this soon.
Confidence
the shining sparkle in his eyes that screamed for attention and affection, attention and affection that I was willing to give.
Crushed
the feeling of knowing that whore called stripped in front of him before his very heart related death.
Smile
That smile..no, that smirk that he shot at me before his departure that was followed by tears, memories..and more tears.
And….
Confusion
confusion as to why im here…thinking about you….and standing over your grave holding that very same ring you gave to me the day before you death.
Ah…so depressing!
This one is for Ducky'sgirl4ever!
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