Title: Just Ask

Disclaimer: I don't own Gossip Girl, any of its characters or anything of that much value.

Summary: "You do what is necessary, isn't that what you said?" His fingers dig into her soft flesh. "And I would too, if you asked it of me." The final scene of 3x07 remixed with the white-hot angry sex promised for this season.

A/N: My try at an M-rated fic. Any reviews/feedback is appreciated

This chapter was written post 3x07, new chapters written post 3x17

The apartment is deathly silent as soon as she clicks the lock in place. He is motionless, eyes dark and blank. His guard is back up and she was the one to put it there.

"It was just a kiss."

Her words are a lie, a faint hope that she dreamed this mess into being. Her words serve as a catalyst, launching him into action.

He stalks towards her so fast she backs up against the door. Its not quite fear she feels, but she knows she is not quite on solid ground yet.

"You used me." He hisses, one hand pressed on the door so he can lean closer to her. He wants her to hear him, see his anger and feel his pain.

It wasn't supposed to be like this. Chuck and Blair started with peonies and presents. How did it fall back into playing games? They used to know the rules to abide by, but it's shifted suddenly and they are back on different sides.

"It—it was a mistake. I didn't mean to..."

What else can she say? She let the things around her distract from what was right in front of her. Took for granted his understanding, used his trust that she had so painstakingly earned.

"So you're saying you accidentally whored me out? What's next? Are you going to get me to fuck some girl so you can host a freshman cocktail party?"

He wants to shake her, make her see sense, but instead he grabs at her hip harshly.

"No…" She whispers her answer weakly and it angers him more. His Blair is not weak.

"You do what is necessary, isn't that what you said?" His fingers dig into her soft flesh. "And I would too, if you asked it of me."

"I—I would never." She stutters, biting her lip because he is pressing his body into her now.

"Say the word and I'd lay her out, pound into her, make her scream my name, for you. Always, for you." Its rage and lust rolled into a heady mix that he hasn't felt in awhile. He's hard already, pressing his length against her thigh, seeking and demanding.

"Stop it." She screws her eyes shut to block out the image of him with some faceless blonde.

"Do you get it yet? All you had to do was ask." His hand slips up her skirt and drag along her skin forcefully. She's slick as he fingers her roughly, her hips bucking of their own volition

"Chuck, please…"

"Please what? Forgive me? Fuck me?" He bites out the words.

"Please tell me how to make it right." Her eyes snap open and lock onto his and finally he thinks he sees a spark back in her eyes. The passion that made her Queen B, that made him fall in love with her.

"I need you to know…" But she cuts him off before he can finish.

"I do know. I'm yours and you are mine and I should have fucking known better." She can't mask the frustration in her voice, her bitter anger at herself for screwing up.

"Don't do it again." A beat, and then his mouth descends onto hers.

His kisses are brutal but her fervour matches his, note for note. He pins her to the door with his body, while both hands busily wrench her skirt higher.

Her fingers weave through his hair, gripping tightly as he pushes her panties to one side and enters her.

Its not romantic, and it is anything but gentle. Its hard and visceral and real.

He pumps into her, making her wrap her legs around him tighter. Her breath comes in quick gasps, the only other sound being the sharp tattoo they beat against the wood of the door.

Chuck's quick fingers flick swiftly over her clit and she loses the rhythm of his thrusts as her body shudders to climax. Meanwhile he continues to grind into her mercilessly, revelling in the feel of her.

Just as she thinks she might slide to the floor his strokes become wilder, harshly pinning her to the door. Speeding up, he latches on to her neck. Biting, licking and soothing all at once before he pushes her to cum once again, this time with him.

Its not ok yet, their issues still swirl around them as they pant to catch their breaths. But for the moment they are silent as she clutches him to her and he leans his forehead on her shoulder.