Yagami Raito,
You're dead. You've been dead for a year.
They never told me about your death - Kira's death. They thought that they could hide it from the public. They thought that they could hide your death from me, too. You were Kira, Yagami Raito, weren't you? I can't believe the thought never struck me. The man of my dreams - I should have known… but there was always that light suspicion. No… you were too good to be Kira - you were better than him.
After I realized you were dead, I had done some thinking, often confused and angry at the world. At first, I blamed myself for not being there for you, but then I realized that you were the one who was never there for me. You were too busy chasing after yourself, putting on a show for everyone. So, after I had blamed myself, I blamed you, Yagami Raito. It is your fault you're dead. It was your fault from the beginning.
I once loved you to the longest extent, Yagami Raito. At first, I thought that I should've been with you when you died. I thought that I would have protected you. I was always at your side, but after that thinking I had told you I had been doing. I noticed something. All that I really was a tool, but I could not think of this sooner because I was really in love with you, Yagami Raito.
I hate you, Yagami Raito, and yet, I still can't help but love you.
Which is why I now take my life - to rid me of my confusion. By the time the police or anyone else receives this letter, I will be dead. I had some good times with you, Yagami Raito. I had some good times with Ryuuzaki as well, but I didn't share the same feelings as I did for Ryuuzaki as I did for you.
Yet, as sad as it may sound, you were the one too FOOLISH to realize that I loved you more than anything in the world. You never noticed. You thought I was just like the others. Like Kiyomi. You saw her as a tool, too. I should have known something was wrong after having that talk with her.
I thought I'd never say this, but I am glad you are dead, Yagami Raito.
I am sorry to say this, but I don't miss you, Yagami Raito.
I never thought it would end this way, Yagami Raito.
In fact, I'm sorry I couldn't be perfect for you, Yagami Raito.
Goodbye, Yagami Raito.
Misa Amane.
P.S. - see you in hell.