As people can probably tell, I REALLY support the whole Claire/Myrnin thing… but the boredom of the Easter Hols is here & the regret of not revising made me change my swing for a fic…
Ada/Myrnin
I don't own anything
Ada's POV:
My beautiful man is pining for me, as he has done since he killed me. I know it was an accident that I died; he loved me, he loves me, and that's why he put me in this machine. He put me in it so that I can live forever with him, able to help him and do what he wants simply because he is the love of my life.
He is sick, though, and he sometimes forgets about me. Sometimes it takes Amelie to come down to me and feed me, although I don't really like her. Yet I have to do as she commands, because she helped set me up (somehow) and Myrnin is loyal to her, so makes me do what she wants. I don't like doing it, but if I don't then Myrnin gets angry with me… I hate him to be angry with me. I have loved him for nearly two centuries now: for him to lose even a little of his love hurts me.
I am holed up in this box, never able to physically touch Myrnin again, though I can manifest in front of him and be close to him. Yet I will never feel his cool hands on my skin, their satiny smoothness never able to pull back my hair, his perfect lips never able to kiss me again.
This box... It is both a heaven's sent and a curse at the same time. Whilst I can ensure that he never moves on from me and know that I can help him, I cannot touch him... I can never be close to him again and this is torture...
I will never lose him and he will never lose me. And that is worth it, no?
Whatcha think?
Review, if you please...
Vicky xx