This is a AliceX Brake fanfic. I don't own Pandora hearts. Only the idea. I would like for some people to review. My other story is pissing me off and I can't think of ideas for it. I'm also editing my own cover images for my new stories. Any ways here goes!
Alice's POV:
I began falling in to a daydream as I watched HIM come in. He had blond hair and green eyes. He took is seat next to me and smiled. I blushed and looked away. Oh my God! He smiled at me. Him! Oz Vessileas! My crush for almost a year now!
My thoughts were interrupted by a note tossed on my desk. I looked over at Oz and he was still looking at me. He pointed at the note that matched his notebook paper perfectly. I opened the wrinkled up paper and began reading what it said.
Dear Alice,
I have to talk to you after class. It's about something I've wanted to tell you for years now. Please meet me at the school garden bridge.
From You childhood friend, Oz
I looked at him and nodded. He smiled and looked at the board. I should explain on this. Whenever I was in kindergarten, I meet Oz. He was a new student at in my class. He was alone and nobody cared about his true personality. Only his money and looks. I understood that perfectly. I too have had that situation. So me and him because real friends and we have been together ever since.
I felt a light tug on my hair and turned around to stair at THAT MAN. He looked at me with a huge grin on his face. I rolled my eyes at him and tried continuing the day. But Brake wasn't helping me with that. My heart squeezed of pain as he continued bullying me over these years. I too was in class with him since kindergarten only I knew him longer.
After school I walked to the back of the school garden and saw a figure that resembled Oz perfectly. I walked till I reached the bridge and I took a breath. He turned to look at me with his emerald eyes and smiled with a hint of blush.
He opened his lips and closed them. He shut his eyes and walked toward me and grabbed my hands. I was the one to blush now. His voice brought me back to reality after daydreaming again.
"Alice, I...I think I love you. We have been together since I came here. I remember going to the festival, the park, and we even kissed once. E-even though it was on the forehead and it was because you were crying, it still felt right. So...Alice will you g-go out with me?" He sounded like he did the day we meet. So embarrassed yet determined.
I began feeling something in my chest and I decided to answer.
"Y-yes. I-I know that we h-have been friends for so many years and I just wanted to know how you felt. Because Oz...I have loved you for a year now." I felt so embarrassed.
He grabbed me by my waist and picked me up and swung me around in a circle. Does this mean we are dating? Yes! He sat me down and we walked to the end of the garden holding hands. He left first and I turned to leave. At the corner of my eye, I saw That MAN. He was leaning against the light pole and he didn't look to happy.
I walked toward him with a scowl on my face and yelled "Where you there this whole time!?" He pushed himself off and walked closer to me. I backed off a little but the brick wall that surrounds the school garden stoped me. He only smiled and ran his fingers through his hair before he said " Well it seems that my little friend Alice has a boyfriend. Maybe I want to date my childhood friend too. But you would say no, right?" He stopped smiling with his hands in his pockets. I opened my mouth to say something but I couldn't find my voice. He leaned in close to my face and rested his forehead against mine. I knew I was blushing. He raised his hand to the back of my head and stroked my hair.
"Alice, do you remember when we were kids? You lost your stuffed rabbit and when you found it...you thought I was the one who ripped it open. Well what if I told you that I wasn't the one who ripped it." He seemed serious. I began thinking.
"Why are you bringing this up now? I mean after all these years, you decide to tell me this now of all times. And why are you telling me this, for what? Forgiveness?" I scowled at him "Yes, that is what I want. Your forgiveness and I'm telling you this now because
I knew you wouldn't listen to me back then." He rested his hand on the back of my head and pulled me in to a hug. I flinched and tried getting out of his grip, but I couldn't move.
His voice whispered in my ear. "Alice I..." I felt old feelings pumping in my blood system. But I had to push them back. I was in love with Oz. Not Brake. Not anymore. I pushed him back and yelled "I'm with Oz and I'm not going to forgive you. I was mad at you yes. But the reason I stayed away from you is because you bullied me afterwords. Stay away from me Brake!" I turned tail and ran home without looking back.
Brake's POV:
"Stay away from me Brake!" She turned around and ran. I leaned agents the brick wall for balance. Shit. I messed up. I've always had that guilt for what happened that day. I loved Alice. No...I still do. I always have and always will. Ever since we were young, it was me who watched her with amazement. She was so strong and so hard headed.
I walked home and was lectured all the way up the stairs by Sharon, my sister. "Sharooonnn~. Send my food up would ya~. I said closing my door. I heard her grunt and stomp down stairs. I grabbed my picture frame off my bed side and tilt it up to look at it. Gil had his chin rested on Ada's head. Cute couple like. I gagged after seeing this a hundred times. Sharon had her paper fan out and it was directed at me, but I had my clowny attitude saying "Awww~ you wouldn't~." I knew better now. Echo had her expressionless face as always. Oz and Alice had their arm's wrapped around each other. I stopped scanning the picture and placed it on my chest.
I fell off to sleep soon.
I was sitting and eating my delusions bun bread when I saw her. She had a sandwich in her hands and made a yuk face. She opened up her bread and pulled everything but the meat off. I walked up to her and watched her curiously. After 6 whole minutes she finished and she seemed to just notice me. "Whaa!? Where you watching me eat?" She didn't seem like most girls would. "Yes. I was wondering why you took all that stuff off." I was curious about this girl. "Well since you asked, I don't like all that yucky stuff. I only like the meat!" She rested her fist on her hips. I was fascinated by this girl. She was the perfect girl for my type. She was beautiful, strong, and she had a girly side. After weeks of her, me and Sharon being friends I never knew something so small was so precious to her. All it took was a dull pocket knife. After Alice assumed of me being the one who ripped her rabbit, She wouldn't even listen to me explain. I felt anger and seriousness flow through me. How could she not see me trying to tell her the truth! Why can't you listen to me!? Listen! Listen! Please! Just turn around and listen to me! I don't know what came over me ,but I pushed her down and felt good. It kinda made me feel like she would listen if I bully her. If I pull her hair, maybe she will apologize or beg for forgiveness. I'd like her to fell bad for what she did to me. She made me her own personal bully.
I woke up hearing a crash of glass breaking. I shot up and looked around to see my picture no longer in my hands. It was on my hardwood floor. I picked it up and rubbed my fingers across it. It was broken. Gone. I didn't realize the blood that was smeared on it. I winced feeling the sharp pain in my thumb. I wrapped my finger up and headed down stairs to eat. Considering on how Sharon didn't bring it up. Lazy Sharon.
Sharon's POV:
Lazy Brake.
Alice's POV:
I opened up the door and almost instantly, I was tackled to the ground. I kicked off my attacker and yelled "God! Can I not come home and not get beat up right when I open the door!?" I heard a giggle and looked up. " Alice! Welcome home. Your late! Dad's going to be mad!" I heard my little sister Lilly's voice sing. "Shut up Lilly. Or I'll tell him you let Bandersnacher in last night." I said evily
She gasped and ran back in to the kitchen. I tiptoed up stairs but I seemed to have failed hearing my dad's voice. "Alice...you got home late. I'm disappointed in your behavior lately...go down stairs and eat. I have already finished and Lilly has already stated in on her homework. I'm going to bed and I want you in bed at 9:30 no later. I'll have you know that if you come home late again, I'll punish you greatly." He turned around and walked back to his room. I walked down stairs and stopped at the last step before falling to my knees and began crying. I heard Lilly's tiny feet scooting across the floor and I quickly rubbed my tears away and headed for the kitchen.
After eating, doing homework, and showred I entered my room and closed the door. I slide to the bottom of my door and bared my face in to my knees. The only noise in the huge silent room, was the sound of beeping. I peeked up and looked at the hospital bed to the left of my room. I stood up and walked over to the bed and sat down on the side of the motionless body. I gripped my hand on the sheets before letting go and slipping my hand in to the hand of HERS.
I bent over and kissed her forehead and said "Goodnight...my precious twin sister." I left the unconscious body and headed to my bed and fell asleep.
I was in the middle of talking to Brake and Sharon before noticing the absence of my stuffed rabbit. No! My precious rabbit! I must find it quick! I looked around all day but never found it. I cried and cried till I realized a note on my desk. I read it and gasped. "I'm in the boys locker room. Help me Alice!~from Black Rabbit stuffy.
I ran till I found the locker room and watched a boy run out with horror. I was brave enough to walk in ,but what I saw was terrifying. Brake stood there with a dull pocket knife and my rabbit in his hand all cut open. I ran and grabbed my toy rabbit and the stuffing. I yelled "Brake! I will never forgive you for this! Do you know what you just done!?" I ran out and cried cradling my twin rabbit in my hands.
Near the end of the day I was packing my book bag and I wimpered putting my ripped rabbit in my pack when a hand taped my shoulder. I turned and glared at HIM. "Leave me alone Brake. I'm mad at you." He grabbed my hands and pulled them away from my bag. "Alice! Listen, please...I-" "No! I don't want to hear it! Do you know what this means!? No! You wouldn't would you!? Just go away!" I swung my bag over my shoulder and walked away. But not a minute later he pushed me to the ground. I got up to my knees however he managed to grab my hair and pulled it. I cried out in pain till a teacher came and got us.
I went home and ran to my bedroom. I jumped on my sister's bed and hugged her tightly. "Alyss! I'm so sorry! He didn't mean too! I don't think...but still! It ripped! It ripped! I'm sorry sorry sorry! Mom will be so upset!" I cried over and over in her neck. It's been 1 year since the wreck that killed my mom and put my twin in a comma. I was also injured but not that bad. My mom made me and Alyss twin rabbits when we were born.
My dad had a lot of money so we could afford life support for Alyss. My dad walked in ready to give me the punishment of my life.
I woke up with the alarm clock going off. Great. Another morning of silent awkward breakfast. I walked down in my pajamas and sat down at the table. I looked up and noticed dad wasn't there. "Where's dad?" I asked Lilly who was eating porridge with sweet rice." He said he had to leave early. Hay...why where you crying last night on the stairs?" She asked innocently I thought for a minute to make up a lie.
"Because big sissy is just tired dealing with daddy's self pityness." I said swallowing my crunchy toast. I sent Lilly off with one of the maids to her school.
As soon as I got to school, all hell broke loose.
End of chapter 1. I'm taking some time away from my fanfic "Finding a way." I have decided to edit my own cover images myself. Review if I should continue this story. There are other pairings like Ada XGil, OzXEcho,and also slight AliceX Oz. Please enjoy my story~
