Hey guys!!
Well, I'll be on a state of hiatus... so this is my last story up... (at this moment that is of course I'll not say farewell you know! I'll be back :p) So please do enjoy this!
And DON'T FORGET TO VISIT MY PROFILE AND READ MY OTHER STORIES :p
I'm Not Missing You
I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you
It has been a year...
Since we graduated, we never get to talk to each other anymore. Despite the fact that we were so close as we stayed behind these large gates of Gakuen Alice.
It's like...
We didn't even knew each other...
I wonder, was the words: I love you were even real?
As I once again visited the place, that I had lots of fun and at the same time aching memories with him... reminiscing everything as if it happened yesterday.
But, I have to move on now...
He was always like that...
He calls...then suddenly disappears... and when we cross paths...
It's as if...
He didn't see me...
It hurts so bad... But, as I held on to these cold golden bars... before we left that day... I could remember that rather painful parting...with me and him fighting once more...
tears shed...
voices shouting...
At those times, my heart ached so much... but now... after sometime... I finally learned to let go... It was a very hard process I reckon. But, with Hotaru, Sumire and Ruka... it wasn't possible though. Despite the fact that I've hurt Ruka... he never failed to love me and be at my side whenever I needed him...
whenever I needed a hug..
A shoulder to cry on...
or even just someone to help me forget it...even if it was just a day...
Yes, it took me a long year,... and now...
I definitely don't miss him anymore..
his touch...
his kisses...
his hugs...
nor his voice...
especially his presence...
I'm finally free...
"Mikan..." called out a rather familiar voice. "You ready to leave now?" asked my 1 month old boy friend as he closed the distance between us, enveloping his arms around me.
"Yeah...Thanks..." I said as I gave him a peck on the cheek, whilst beaming him my smile...the smile that I lost when he said those words, I don't love you anymore Mikan ...
Now all of those are just in my memories, and will forever be sealed in my past...
Somehow, I can say, I quite didn't regret it... because if that didn't happen I bet... I'll never ever knew that this guy, that's holding my hand right now as he led me to a brand new future, with a new life...
I'll never appreciate this guy right now, who was always there beside me...and I presently love the most...
"I love you, Ruka..."
Okay, I know that was rather... unlike me...:p...
but oh well.. guess where I got that :p...
Please do review!!! ^-^