Musa hold her cell phone in her left hand. With a sign she held the phone to her ear and waited for someone to answer in the other end.
''Hello?''
''Riven? It's Musa!''
''Hey beautiful, what's up?''
''Can we like meet up? I need to tell you something!''
''Sounds serious, something wrong?'' Rivens voice started to sound worried.
''There is, I just don't want to take it on the phone.''
''Yeah sure, well lets say I will see you at Alfea in an half an hour?''
''Sounds good.''
''Okey, I love you.''
''I love you too.'' a tears started to run down her face.
''Bye.''
''Bye'' She hangs up and starts to cry harder.
''Come here.'' Flora took a crying Musa in her arms.
''Oh Riven.''
Something about us doesn't seem right these days.
Musa stood outside the gates of Alfea and was waiting for Riven. She could hear the motorbike in distance that came closer and closer.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Riven, her boyfriend. Was one of the best Specialists in the whole Red Fountain.
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
FlashbackRiven was going to take Musa on a picnic, which she had looked forward to. Musas cell phone rang and she answered.
''Hello?''
''Hi Musa.''
''Riven, I'm really looking forward to our picnic this afternoon.'' Musa was playing with her hair as she talked to her handsome boyfriend.
''Musa, I'm so sorry. But Codatorta gave me the dragons this afternoon. I asked if I couldn't take it tomorrow instead but I couldn't.''
''Oh, I understand.'' Musa sounded disappointed.
''I'm sorry, but I'll make it up to you I promise.''
''Don't worry Riven, it's not your fault.''
''Well, I can call you later. I love you Musa.''
''I love you too Riven.''
''Talk to you later.''
It's so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me, you'll be ok..
''I'm so sorry Riven'' A single tear run down her cheek but she dried it of quick before she saw Riven come around the corner and smiled instead.
I've got to move on and be who I am, I just don't belong hereI hope you understand.
''Hey.'' He got of his motorbike and walked over and kissed her.
''Hi.''
''So what was it you wanted to tell me.''
We might find our place in this world someday, but at least for now I gotta go my own way
''Riven, I want to brake up.'' She could see the pain in his eyes, she felt the same way too.
''W-what? Why?'' He sound hurt but tried to hide it.
Don't wanna leave it all behind, but I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime
''I feel that we are growing apart.''
''We can change that.'' He took hold of her shoulders, gently, not harsh.
Another colour turns to grey, and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
''Riven, I have to do this.''
''Why? You found someone else?'' He was trying to hold back tears.
''No, please Riven don't do it harder that it already is.''
''Harder? How can this possible be harder?'' Now he started to shout at me but calmed soon down again.
I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me you'll be ok..
I started to walk of with tear-filled eyes, but he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms.
I've got to move on and be who I am, I just don't belong here''I can't let you go, I don't wan't to let you go.''
''Riven I love you, remember that.''
''I love you Musa, don't do this.''
I hope you understand, we might find our place in this world someday. But at least for now, I gotta go my own way
''We will maybe find back to each other again sometime in the future.'' He was still holding me in his embrace as I cried into his chest and he into my hair. Then he let go and started to sing some sentences or actually spoke but in a sing way.
''What about us? What about everything we've been through?''
And I did the same.
''What about trust?''
''You know I never wanted to hurt you.'' He stroke me cheek softly.
''And what about me?''
''What am I supposed to do?''
''I gotta leave but I'll miss you'' I started to walk away but was still holding his hand.
''I'll miss you'' And I let go of it.
''So I've got to move on and be who I am.'' I just stood there only a meters away and just looked at him and he looked at me.
''Why do you have to go?'' He stretched out one of his hand to me.
''I just don't belong here, I hope you understand.''
''I'm trying to understand.'' He dropped the hand to his side again.
''We might find our place in this world someday, but at least for now.'' I started slowly go backwards against the school again.
''I want you to stay'' He took a step forward.
''I wanna go my own way, I've got to move on and be who I am.'' I started to walk inside to the school again without looking back and then stopped again.
''What about us?''
''I just don't belong here, I hope you understand.'' I looked back at him one last time.
''I'm trying to understand.'' He started to walked up to me, but then stopped.
''We might find our place in this world someday, but at least for now. I gotta go my own way, I gotta go my own way, I gotta go my own way.'' I ran into the big pink building and up to my room, looked out from the window and saw him drive away. I threw myself at my bed and the girls sat around me and comforted me until I finally fell asleep.