Author: AngelicTorture

Title: Complicated (1/?)

Rating: PG13

Paring: Lita/Edge

Disclaimer: nothing and no one you recognise belongs to me, I only borrow them.

Notes: My wonderful Lita muse seems to be full of new ideas now. This is one that jumped into my head at 3am. I have no idea where it came from. As usual I'm using real names and for the most part storylines are just that. Thoughts will be in italics.

Summery: Sometimes it was the smallest things that complicate your life the most.

A young redheaded woman sits alone in the middle of a park, her long hair framing her paler than usual face as she sits staring straight ahead of her. it was beginning to get dark and cold outside, the woman shivering a little as a breeze blew around her.

Anyone would be able to tell just from glancing at her that she had the weight of the world on her shoulders.

She tucked a strand of bright red hair behind her ear and sighed to herself as she drew her knees up to her chest. Her whole life had decided to turn upside down and inside out in the space of 24 hours. Yesterday she'd been so happy, she had everything she could ever want.

She was never going to just be an average 32 year old, she was Amy Christine Dumas after all, the WWE Diva Lita. she had a life most people would envy, at least on the outside. But inside, inside things weren't as wonderful as she made them out to be.

24 hours ago she'd gotten the news that had almost knocked her off her feet completely, she'd been told that she was 9 weeks pregnant. She'd felt like someone had slapped her across the face when the doctor said the words, she'd asked him to repeat it 3 times before she'd really taken it in. she's been holding onto to Mickie's hand so tightly she'd left fingernail marks in the young diva's skin.

Amy had forgotten how many times she'd appologised to Mickie as they left the doctors office, the other diva giving her a reassuring smile and telling her not to worry about it. The redhead had spent the whole drive back to their hotel fidgeting with the strap of the watch she was wearing and staring out of the window. The doctor's words kept running through her mind on a loop, she was pregnant. No matter how hard she thought about it she still felt like it was just a dream, or a nightmare to be exact.

Hazel eyes gazed out of the window as her fellow diva drove.

How could I let this happen? How could I end up pregnant? This couldn't happen at a worse time…

Her thoughts drifted very quickly to him, her on again off again boyfriend and what he was likely to say. She knew there was no way the baby could be his, not if she was 9 weeks gone. She didn't know if that would make this easier or not. Things had actually been going well for them, they'd been back together almost a month and that was all about to go to hell.

Mickie glanced over at her from the divers seat and smiled a little.

"Ames don't worry…everything's gonna be ok."

The redhead sighed.

"I wish I had your confidence Micks….what am I gonna do? If I decide to keep this kid I can't expect him to stay with me and help raise someone else's baby can I?"

"We both know he would in a second Amy…he'd do anything for you. You know the only reason he's even civil to John is because of you?"

The young diva laughed.

Amy sighed again.

"I know he'd do it but I can't ask him to. This isn't his responsibility….i don't want to saddle him with a baby he'll end up resenting."

Mickie frowned slightly.

"How do you know he'd resent the baby? Adam loves you, it's completely obvious any time you two are together that he adores every little thing about you. That baby's a part of you so why would he resent it?"

"Mickie you know how complicated things already are between us…this is just gonna make everything worse."

"How do you know that? I know you've had your problems but you two always find your way back to each other and even you have to see how much stronger you both are this time around?"

Amy looked out of the window again. She couldn't answer that question. Things were different between her and Adam this time, she'd actually felt like they might last. But that was all going to change now, whatever she decided to do.

The flame haired diva was quickly dragged from her thoughts when they reached their hotel. She bit her bottom lip and sighed as she climbed out of the car. Now she had to work out how she was going to tell him and what she was going to tell him. she just hoped Mickie was right because right now the last thing she needed was for him to break up with her.

She walked nervously into the hotel, hazel eyes scanning the lobby but seeing no sign of her blond boyfriend. Micke caught the nervous look on her friends face.

"Look Ames don't worry…whatever happens will happen, worrying about it wont make things any better."

"I know Micks…I know. I guess I should go and find Adam…I'll see you later Micks. Thanks for going with me."

Amy forced a smile for her friend.

"Call me if you need anything Ames."

The two diva's parted company and Amy headed for the room she shared with her boyfriend. Her hands shook by her sides as she waited for the elevator to reach her floor. She felt like she might throw up any second but she'd been feeling like that for days, that was one thing that had made her wonder if she was pregnant. The elevator dinged as it reached her floor and the doors opened.

She walked slower than she'd ever walked in her life as she made her way along the hallway to her room. She hoped and wished that he wouldn't be there, if only to give her a little more time to work out what she was going to say.

She stopped when she their room and stood with her hand on the door handle.

Come on Amy…get a grip. You have to do it sooner or later…no matter what might happen.

She opened the door and tried to force a smile on her face while she hoped her shaking hands weren't noticeable. Adam was laying back on the bed with his nose in a book, he looked up when he heard the redhead close the door behind her.

"Hey baby…where've you been? I was looking for you earlier but Cena said you'd gone somewhere with Mickie."

The diva took a deep breath and sat down on the end of the bed. She looked at the floor.

"Baby…there's something I need to tell you…"

A/N: haha yes loves i really am the queen of cliff hangers. so will she tell him? and what will he say? you'll just have to hope the muses let me update again soon D. oh and please do review, they really help me.