A/N: Ok so this is a story I've been working on and i really hope y'all enjoy it kisses and loves -(L)

TRIGGER WARNING!- CUTTING AND VIOLENCE ARE INVOLVED

Regina reached into her nightstand. She lifted the locked diary inside the drawer and set it on the bed; she reached for the folded up scarf inside and set it on the bed. She closed the nightstand drawer and stared at the scarf while water collected in her eyes. She didn't want to do this again, but she needed to feel something. She's become so numb to everything. The only thing that made her feel anything was Emma

Emma

She needed to feel something sane. Something the she was familiar with after a really bad day ... Relief..

Her eyes blurred as she started to unfold the scarf. After unfolding the last fold she looked at what was in the scarf. A single clean razorblade. She breathed deeply as she grabbed the blade and looked at it. It had been so long. She hasn't done this since Henry came into her life. She pulled up the sleeves on her pajama shirt and looked at her wrist

No, I can't cut there. Everyone would notice. I'm the mayor for Christ's Sake

She rolled her sleeve back down, and stood up off the bed and stripped from her pajama bottoms. Crawling back in bed she sat indian style. Looking at her thighs she finally made the choice, and made a long cut from the bottom of her right thigh to the top whimpering at the pain. She repeated that process 3 times…

After putting the stained blade back in the scarf she folded it back up replacing it in her nightstand along with her diary. She leaned her head against the headboard.

Finally.. I'm feeling something.. Something thats real.. Something tha-

Thats when her world went black…..

A/N Ok lets be honest that cliffy was evil, I guess you could call me … The evil queen xD

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