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Dear diary,
I don't understand Cosmos' logic by getting us to write in diaries because the Chaos warriors are only going to steal them anyways... may as well humour her. I may as well introduce myself to my new diary. I'm Claire Farron, but I prefer Lightning or Light. Anyone who calls me Claire will be hung, drawn and quartered. Between you and me, I feel a little sad at the moment. The Chaos warriors have a whole army by their side and there's just us. Life is a bitch. I'm not kidding. I can't stand Laguna, he has a bad sense of direction and he just pulled Zidane's tail. Anyways, better be heading out. You may not hear from me again you dumb diary!
Sincerely,
Lightning

I slammed the diary shut and locked it. Cosmos and her brilliant ideas! The other warriors seemed to write in it for ages. I know that Tifa and Yuna use theirs as an art book. Not a bad idea, I must say. Warrior of Light really pours his feelings into his. I know because I have my sources. Firion eavesdrops for me.

I got up off of the wet ground and left Sanctuary. I needed a break from most of these losers. I wandered the areas around our base and just used this time to clear my mind of things that have been bugging me lately. Manikins littered the land and I struck them down easily.
"Light! Come back!" I heard Yuna exclaim. I turned to see Yuna, Tifa, Kain, Vaan and Laguna walking toward me.
"Lightning. Must you always sulk?" Kain asked.
"Who's sulking?" I replied and folded my arms. I glared at Kain and he turned away from me.
"Come on! This diary thing will be fun!" Tifa exclaimed.
"Says one of the girls who draw pictures of their crushes all day." I replied and chuckled.
Yuna blushed a little and said, "She has a point." Everyone chuckled at the blushing summoner.

The boys walked ahead of us girls and we used that as an excuse to talk.
"Hey, Light?" Tifa asked.
"Yeah? What's up?" I asked in reply.
"Is it wrong to be in love with the enemy?" Tifa asked.
"I was just going to ask the same thing." Yuna said.
"I believe it is not wrong to be in love with the enemy. The heart wants what the heart wants. But don't let yourself believe that they won't use you, because they might." I replied.
"Wow, good point Light. Thanks." Tifa replied.
"Got somebody in mind you two?" I asked inquisitively.
"Tidus." Yuna replied and looked at Tifa.
"Cloud." Tifa replied as she blushed a little.
"Lucky you." I said.

"Hey girls! Hurry up!" Vaan called with a friendly wave. We jogged in order to catch up with the boys, who waited for us.
"Why are you slacking off? And Light? You of all people to slack off?" Laguna asked playfully.
"We needed to talk about 'girly things'. Satisfy you?" Tifa asked with her hands on her hips.
"Yeah." Laguna replied with a nod.
"We need to get back to Sanctuary." Kain said and headed back in the direction of Cosmos' base. The rest of us rolled our eyes at him and followed the moody dragoon back to base.

When we got back, Bartz was searching high and low for something.
"Grr... where is my diary?" He exclaimed angrily. Zidane and Squall looked at each other and giggled like little girls. Cosmos, these diaries were the worst idea you've ever had! Zidane pulled out Bartz's diary from behind his back and handed it to Squall. He cleared his throat and began to recite the text.
"Dear diary, I am Bartz Klauser. I have one confession to make... I am gay. I am drawn to Firion for some reason. Maybe it's because we both can handle many weapons at once. Yes, I am in love with Firion." Squall smirked as he slammed the book shut and threw it to Bartz. Firion started to get a pink flush in his cheeks. "
I'm going to kill you!" Bartz exclaimed and chased the monkey and the lion out of Sanctuary. Cosmos shook her head at the three boys.
"They are not meant to be used for sabotage, my warriors. They are to record your memories, so when you lose them when you are resurrected, they will provide you with the memories to continue fighting. You may not remember your pervious life, but from now on, you will. That is the logic behind the diaries." Cosmos said. We all looked at each other and realised that was actually true. I started to rethink the whole diary idea and wrote another entry.

Dear diary,
Ok, maybe I was wrong. This whole using a book to record memories for future reference is a great idea. Well, this is the war of the gods. I serve the goddess of harmony Cosmos. Our enemies are the warriors of the god of discord, Chaos and their manikin army. Bartz had his diary stolen by Squall and Zidane. Squall read it out to everybody and Firion looked either pretty flattered or pretty embarrassed. Bartz then chased them around Sanctuary. Pretty hilarious if you ask me! I wonder if Chaos and Cosmos came up with this idea to keep their warriors fighting? Anyways, I don't care about them. Trouble is, not only do us Cosmos warriors have to fight manikins, but we also have to keep our diaries away from the Chaos warriors' clutches. This will be fun.
Lightning

"Hey Light. Do you have a minute?" Yuna asked. I closed my diary and put it away.
"Yeah, course." I replied and patted the ground next to me. Yuna sat down and opened her diary.
"I want your opinion on this." Yuna said and showed me an intricate drawing of what looked like her and Tidus kissing in a lake at night.
"This is amazing. Yuna, you have a real talent for drawing. Have you been doing it long?" I asked.
"I have been drawing a while, but I figured it would be a really good way to remember some things." She replied with a shy smile.
"Like maybe, a kiss with the guy you like?" I asked curiously.
"Yes, especially that." She replied and blushed.
"Go meet up with him." I said.
"No, I'll go with Jecht. He protected my father and I trust Jecht, but I also trust Tidus. What should I do?" Yuna asked.
"Follow your heart. Take Jecht and go see him. I'll cover for you." I replied.
"Thanks Light." Yuna said and went to go look for Jecht.

I heard the clunk of light armour behind me.
"Sulking again Lightning?" Kain asked. I turned to see Kain smile at me and sat down beside me.
"No. Just thinking." I replied. Kain wrapped his arm around my waist. I moved his arm away from my waist and put a little bit of distance between us.
"What's up then?" Kain asked and tried to hold my hand.
"Kain! What in the world are you thinking?" I asked in surprise and pulled my hand out of his. He grabbed my forearms and struggled to kiss me.
"Kain! No!" I exclaimed and as I pulled one arm out of his grasp and punched him in the nose. He recoiled in pain and let go of me. I got up and went to get away. He grabbed my ankle and pulled me down to the ground again. He held me down using his body as a weight.
"Lightning, I love you." Kain said. My eyes widened in shock.