Disclaimer: I don't own "Somebody that I used to Know" or "I'm Sorry", nor House of Anubis
Okay, just so we're clear, I'm a Fabina fan now, but I'm going a bit out of the element. Okay, way out. Like, another world out. Actually, it's just another person out, but still. So, backround info? Okay...
I'm sorry for the things I've done
I know that I'm the foolish one
Now, that I see who's to blame
I'm so ashamed, I'm sorry
My name's Joy Ann Mercer. I came to Anubis when I was 12 years old. Yes, this is the Joy Mercer who supposedly ruined Fabina. I have one thing to say to all you Fabina fans who I annoyed: I'm sorry. I was blinded by my love for Fabian, and couldn't think straight when him or Nina were around. And yes, I have apologized to both of them about a...gazillion times, so I think they've forgiven me.
The girls - by girls, I mean Mara, Amber, Patrica, and Nina - have started to include me more, though it gets a bit awkward at times.
I'm sorry for the things I've said
Just like a child, I lost my head
I should have known from the start
I'd break your heart, I'm sorry
Listen, I know I'm not the sweetest girl on the earth - not by a long shot, - but I came here for a little forgiveness. You don't even have to forgive me, I just want you to understand why I did what I did.
First, when I came back. I was jealous of Nina and Fabian - like, "I wish I could make her disappear" jealous. I'm just...
(Just somebody that I used to know
Just somebody that I used to know)
Second, what I tried to get Fabian to do - kiss me. I want to apologize for that, too. I knew it was wrong, but I didn't care. I just needed to know that he still cared for me.
Please be kind and I know you'll find
It's so easy to forgive
Darling, wait for it's not too late
Give our love a chance to live
Now I understand why he couldn't kiss me - I'm actually glad he didn't. That would have made me even more heart broken when they got back together. Instead, he just told me the truth - that he wasn't over Nina.
I know the heartaches you've been through
I know for I've had heartaches too
There's nothing more I can do
But say to you I'm sorry
Third, what I wrote about Nina. It wasn't my place to butt in, and I knew that, but I did it anyway. I was mean to my friends when they tried to talk to me about it, like Patricia. I said that it wasn't my fault if the truth hurt. I should have just said it to Nina's face, not publish it for the whole school to see, but I couldn't.
Please be kind and I know you'll find
It's so easy to forgive
Darling, wait for it's not too late
Give our love a chance to live, oh, live
Mostly because I didn't want Fabian to know about it, and I knew that, if Fabian wasn't with her, she would end up telling him anyway because they're best friends. Not me and Fabes. Yes, I was upset about it, but I got over it.
I know the heartaches you've been through
I know for I've had heartaches too
There's nothing more I can do
But say to you I'm sorry
For everything I didn't mention, I'm sorry.
~Joy Mercer
Darling, I'm truly sorry
This is a little bit of my feelings for what Joy should do. It's kind of like she was writing to the fans of the show, but she was actually writing to her friends. Two-way kinda thing.
Review please?
*~apples~*