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WARNING: M rated for overall theme and potential later content. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
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She waited for oblivion. She waited for the darkness inside her to show itself, until she could see nothing anymore. Until she could no longer feel the pain of what she had done. Of the decisions she had made. She wanted to be blind, to no longer see the anguish of her crew. She wanted to be numb, to no longer feel the loathing, the anger that they all felt towards her.
They would be better off without her. They all would.
This can only end badly if I stay…
And with that as her final thought, she lifted the small vial to her lips and downed it in one, as easily as if it had been the whiskey that she had been drinking ever since they had entered the void.
She could feel the darkness consume her, her limbs grow cold, her heart begin to slow…
To be continued... perhaps...