im so sorry about the delay on writing fan fics... my laptop broke, but now its fixed...YAY :)
I really wanted to write something about the time when ste was in a coma cause it was so sad and emotional and it was the time when Brendan found out what true love really is! xxx
wake up Steven, please wake up. you cant do this to me, not now, not after everything we have been through. I love you so so much and I cant live without you. I would die without you. I need you, I need you to wake up. you have so much to live for, your kids, Amy, your little deli and well...Douglas...I guess. you are so young. you are the most amazing boy...I mean man I have ever met, your brave kind, sweet and so so smart no matter what anyone says. you have come so far, remember from little annoying scally Ste to this loving father of two kids who also has his own business. you have to wake up, you don't deserve this...any of this not after everything you have been through and overcome. I love you steven alot , so much that I cant explain it, it's hard for me to open up so I wont be able to show you, even worse when Douglas is around. I dont think he would be very happy with me opening up to you, even though he is your husband . yeah that's right you go married to him. do you remember? I so wish that you didn't but I want you to be happy and I know that you will as soon as you wake up with Douglas by your side. those words keep going round in my head, when Cheryl told me about you. I thought you might of broken a leg or something and it was a big fuss over nothing...I know how you can get sometimes! but then I see you with all the nurses and tubes and monitors around and of course I think the worst. I loose my balance when I first see you and fall to the floor with my hands covering my eyes hoping to wake up from this nightmare but soon I realise im just stuck in reality in this terrible terrible world with you led down in a hospital bed and not knowing how you are or what's going on. I don't even know how Leah and Lucas are, I really care about them in the same way that I care about you and I don't want them hurt either and I know that you wont but they also need there dad. so come on wake up for them. you all here looking so venerable and broken and weak and its killing me inside seeing you like this. I have never wanted to see you suffer like this...it brings back to many bad memories. I have prayed and prayed over and over again to god and im hoping that he will listen, cause your a good man Steven hay and you deserve gods love and happiness you deserve all the good things that can happen. so come on now wake up...wake up and prove to everyone how strong you are, show them that you know how much you deserve to live, and make those kids of yours proud of their dad!
I love you steven. so please wake up